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You may know me better by readin' my blog, but that does not mean you know me best still.

School's starting tmrw.

Because of my boredommmmmmmmmm & special request of hottie above, imma do another post. Which is this, duh. Short one kkk. :D

and so

It's official already. Surreal.

Yeah, it's what I want, but it does not mean Im 100% happy. My life has been revolving ard it alot, and so it's gna be so diff. Ill miss th bond we share that is so so special, gg thru so many things together. & when it's tough, we know we have each other, and things will get better for everyone. At least now, I wont be able to pull you you all down w me, whenever I did anything wrong. Ill miss you all, really, each of you. But I guess, when this happens, it won't be the same, because i know those like me are often 'cut off' from you all. But Im still the same except im not part of it anymore. I just wanted to let you girls know how much you all mean to me for I know some of you are reading it but do not tag.

But as much I am blessed to have such wonderful teammates, I am just not cut out for it.

At least, you guys have the talent and stuff. So jiayouuuuuuu for trng ! :D you got ma support always.

Siti, i srsly am at least abit surprised youll react this way. I mean, I didnt know I am that important to you, to that extent. Im touched, hah. I know we've done so much tgt in it, running tgt, talked about how we did and all. And i know it's th one that makes us so strong tgt. But, yknow the others would do the same too even if they're diff. Feel blessed to have sucha close teammates instead. Yknow you need adjusting w/o me right, I am gg to face it too. We could still talk about it anytime you want. (: and if you feel down about it, you can call me otw hme, ya know. We could still realise your dream. I could help you in your studies, and we'll succeed tgt in it and hopefully go same class. Because you can too ! (: im sure its not that baaaad, one day it will get better. I promise you man. Everything's gna be okay, think of the bright side ! Until that youve forgotten I was even in it. Haha. Altho not physically, Ill still be there for you, always. & when it gets hard, think of me. Heh. So, thanks for supporting me aye, and giving me so much encouragement throughout. Luvvvvvvvvvvv! ♥

Funny how this can get so emotional. o.o

So, thankyou for those who respond w positivity instead of looking down at me (because im expecting the latter). It means alot. I wish you guys all the besttttttttt. Im touched okay. You all make me cry. Ha.

Love 'my' team alot, even if you dont love me. Heh. (:
Thanks for encouraging me, and trying to make me believe in myself & for all those memories that we share. ♥

I hope, it's all for the better, and that I wont regret it.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY PA. ♥

For mdear. Yknowwhoyouare aye. Hehe.

I just find them hot tgt.

Beautiful.

&oh, Thurs gg to SG's Universal Studio. My uncle blanje everyone so he spent few thousands on all of us. Baekkan. But I figure its gna be boring, 'cause Im the oldest cousin gg, since Azwan & Aisyah all not gg. So, Im gna be a nanny for my little little cousins. Not looking forward. ):

For me & you. HAHAHAHAA. *winks, focusing on first 4 lines*
im superr lame nowadays. Cant help it. ):

Aye. Shall start blogging. First thing's first, I hate th hacker of Debby's fb & blog. (S)he may be reading this. Nth to do uh ? >:l

Wellll, im so so tired + sleepy now. Had LTC Mon - Thurs, Fri training & today outing w netballers @ Siloso Beach. Havent really catch up my sleep. But me itchy wna blog. :D im not sure if uploading today's photos. Besides, I didnt take much and I didnt care how I looked and tied my hair the whole time. :B not implying im vain, but yougetwhatimean. Can check @ fb tho.

Okay, elle tee seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,
Hey, it turned out awesome aft all ! Aft that groaning & complaining & whatnot.
I think my team's really strong, but we dropped from 2nd position to one of the last. Aw. It's okay, the experience we had tgt is all that mattered. (: Wee Siang is not arrogant aft all. Haha.

First day

was nonsensical. :x My duty really isn't a duty. It's like there're too many tasks. Me & Laanya were damn bored. Blahblah. Me & Siti acted as Phillipino maids-sisters who entered 'who wants to be a millionaire' since we're poor. It all came out naturally actly, as we always acted the same way. Kinda surprised people were laughing since I thought it was super lame. :o

2nd day

reached JBAC. Was in-charge. Quite happy that I received positive comments from Gen (FA). Had water activities first which was kayak-ing. Partner-ed w Emman. I cant swim so can't blame me for not wanting to reach the boat. I scared okay. D: but it was fun uh. Blahblahblah. Night activity was okay, the night walk was boring actlly, not exciting. Same partner. Blaaaah.

Third day

had high act. Was freaaaaking scared can ! O M G, yknow what ?

I freaking did Flying Fox & high elements ! Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~ Im so elastichappyelated++++. I achieved my damn goal. ^%^$%(&*&^%&$ sorry, it is a major achievement to me.

For flying fox, I looked down and im like _____ so i closed my eyes, count to three then took a step forward then everything (me) dropped, and all the retarded face and aaaaaah-ing was shown. -.- well, wtv, i did it. &, thanks for cheering Hades. ♥ App v much okaaay.

For broken bridges, I kept swaying and waiting like some stupid person and everyone looked up, but completed it so yeah. Ohhhh, rock climbingggg. I did halfway. Saaaaad. I wanted at least 3/4. Aiya, sorry uh Syazana, but somehow I keep thinking about wasting my energy clinging onto the rock while waiting for you for almost 5mins. -.- Haha. Nvm, I still ♥ you. Heh.

Our campfire performance was screwed. & Dayah had to pick me to dance and embarrassed me.

Last day

Orienteering was good cause we improved as a gp. Had fun cheering / singing while hiking. Many (Y) ! We did the (above video) to the toilet. The only time when Im gna do that. ):

Washing toilet was ___. It was more to cleaning lizards' shit, like srsly. Amazing how I did push up on those shits when Im super scared of the culprit itself.

So, the food was alright. Couldn't fnish every meal. Dumped everything to Siti. :D I learnt how to sleep properly since I always have what Sang called insomnia which is good.

It was fun, LTC rocks. Hah. Glad I was chosen. :/

Learnt alot.

Had quite a num of embarassing moments, but have to be thick-skinned. :B

Construction worker. *melts*

I did high elements !

SQUIDWARD. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Zetttt, eye contact 30sec. omg, insert hearts can. Haha. Ohno, it's replaying, everything.

Me and Siti were dancing w the belaying rope. And, David v cute can. He coiled the rope ard his hands which is no offence but small & it got tangled then he panicked. Haha. When I could actly untangle it in a sec. Hah.

Gna miss LTC'10, Hades, everyone & everything~

Okeeeeey, i wna zzzzzzzzzzzz already. My eyes drooping like, like this. Goodybye. I think I wna cut hair at CP tmrw aft sleeping like pig. Let me end w

♥Hades~! *right & left hands up till shoulder, fingers pointing sides, hands & butt shaking*

Hahaha. My style. Sorry, hyper abit before everything goes blank later.

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Hey, heights. Im coming to you soon.

I want to overcome you, whtever it takes. I want to feel satisfied, even if I struggle while others find it easy. I just want to go through you & then be happy. (:

Why must Debby cry during flying fox ? -.-

Gna be away to Leadership Training Camp on the 7th - 10th. ):

idw to go.

Leave tags to add on my luck. Heh. (:

i leave you to meet my amazing awesome bestf, whom I missed alot, and still do. Took many retarded ss pictures at her crib. :o was @ East Coast for Rose's 21st bday.

♥ ♥

& Harita, I'm there beside you everytime. Haha.

Goodbye.

Success is never permanent, & failure is never final. ♥

Some updates, aye.

Shopping w Aisyah
Last wk, nearby only, not in town. I only bought two things & she bought 2 perfumes, shirts, shoes ++. Dapat gaji uh tuh. Nvm, me still studying. Watched Shrek 3D at Cathay, & I didnt like the screen. Ate at Aisyah's workplace - swensens. Had so many shopping bags I tell you. Step org kaye skejap je. :D

Humanities LJ trip to Malaysia
'Cause of nball carnival, had to join 2E. I was w Joyann most of th time, lonely mah. Haha. Not as bad as Siti. Hehe. Sat at the back w Jeeyan's clique. I feel so so extra, can ? The places we go to were boring actly, I dont get how it helps in our humans ? However, I figured if I were to go w 2B, I think it will be enjoyable. They said they had fun in th bus. No fair. ): but the only good thing is that muslims get to eat at pizza hut. ^-^ ohyeah, stop air pollution, team rocket. :B

Netball carnival
Damn scared at first. Turns out to be awesomley fun ! Was in Lavender gp. Each gp consists of players from all schools. We didnt care about winning, but they were kinda good actly. Some of them were really good. We wanted to take team photo but not time since we're always rushingzx. *$%%^&)^ I really want to take. >:( aiya, fated. Hah.
Then, went to Giant w Siti & Harita for camp stuff. Kinda fun actually. Braidy, hahaha. Sicko.

I actually did my assessment bk which I bought todayyyy. :D

Gna fnish D&T before camp, I hope. Eng compre hw too, perhaps. Alright then.

Im thinking that a true friend would share even the simplest thing, thus no doubt the happiest thing that could happen to him / her, w the exception of sth v v personal. One who will make time and hang out w you even if they have a busy schedule, which no doubt includes outside sch hours. One who is a good listener and accepts you for who you are, waiting patiently about your views before arguing or shutting everything up. Because, w listening, then together, the differences could be resolved, and conjure up a better solution. One who would still have that chemistry, being able to pick things up ever so easily after separating for a period of time, w/o any awkwardness. Lastly, one who would be there when they know you need them, not only in times of difficulty.