no way back, but hey look ahead.
and so It's official already. Surreal.
Yeah, it's what I want, but it does not mean Im 100% happy. My life has been revolving ard it alot, and so it's gna be so diff. Ill miss th bond we share that is so so special, gg thru so many things together. & when it's tough, we know we have each other, and things will get better for everyone. At least now, I wont be able to pull you you all down w me, whenever I did anything wrong. Ill miss you all, really, each of you. But I guess, when this happens, it won't be the same, because i know those like me are often 'cut off' from you all. But Im still the same except im not part of it anymore. I just wanted to let you girls know how much you all mean to me for I know some of you are reading it but do not tag.
But as much I am blessed to have such wonderful teammates, I am just not cut out for it.
At least, you guys have the talent and stuff. So jiayouuuuuuu for trng ! :D you got ma support always.
Siti, i srsly am at least abit surprised youll react this way. I mean, I didnt know I am that important to you, to that extent. Im touched, hah. I know we've done so much tgt in it, running tgt, talked about how we did and all. And i know it's th one that makes us so strong tgt. But, yknow the others would do the same too even if they're diff. Feel blessed to have sucha close teammates instead. Yknow you need adjusting w/o me right, I am gg to face it too. We could still talk about it anytime you want. (: and if you feel down about it, you can call me otw hme, ya know. We could still realise your dream. I could help you in your studies, and we'll succeed tgt in it and hopefully go same class. Because you can too ! (: im sure its not that baaaad, one day it will get better. I promise you man. Everything's gna be okay, think of the bright side ! Until that youve forgotten I was even in it. Haha. Altho not physically, Ill still be there for you, always. & when it gets hard, think of me. Heh. So, thanks for supporting me aye, and giving me so much encouragement throughout. Luvvvvvvvvvvv! ♥
Funny how this can get so emotional. o.o
So, thankyou for those who respond w positivity instead of looking down at me (because im expecting the latter). It means alot. I wish you guys all the besttttttttt. Im touched okay. You all make me cry. Ha.
Love 'my' team alot, even if you dont love me. Heh. (:
Thanks for encouraging me, and trying to make me believe in myself & for all those memories that we share. ♥
I hope, it's all for the better, and that I wont regret it.