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Aliah, who ?
Let's cut this short.
I'm cool.
Im not an optimist neither am I a pessimist but a realist.
DebbyRS, ☮♥(:
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My Blog's So Me.
Everything's a puzzle,
Posted on: Thursday, July 29, 2010
Posted at: 7/29/2010 10:36:00 PM
Posted at: 7/29/2010 10:36:00 PM
even those you love."
The world revolves ard everyone
Posted on: Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Posted at: 7/27/2010 07:52:00 PM
Posted at: 7/27/2010 07:52:00 PM
Stuck ups have no life, 'cause their life all about them. And that's not what life's all about, is it ?
just thoughts
Posted on: Monday, July 26, 2010
Posted at: 7/26/2010 01:36:00 AM
Posted at: 7/26/2010 01:36:00 AM
People always say let go & move on. But this, it's not meant that way. Clearly, you're trying so hard to build a new life for yourselves, trying to include me. I know what you want but you dont understand how hard it can be for me. It's like you've carved into a new person forgotten a past that's so dear to me.
It's heartbreaking that you're not caring to soothe this part here but well, i dont ask for it. Hell, I really wna know what's on your mind. I dont get how you can seem to just forget everything, and treat certain v important days just like any normal days. I cant believe this yknow. But for me, it will remain close to my heart. It means a great deal to me.
Beyond all th comfort talks and so, we've this awkward thing gg on between us that we've been ignoring. But I won't let it drag on any further. I'm gna find out what's it you've been hiding from me my whole life even if you claim to shield me from misery. I dont like fantasies, I want th evil but real. Hence, idw to have a good but fake impression. Idc if it's gna hurt so bad, 'cause it is and forever will be so much a part of me. I want nothing but th truth. 'cause Im thinking it's not as bad as you make it out to be.
I dont want to be protected anymore, I want & have th right to know.
BOREDXZXZ
Posted on: Sunday, July 25, 2010
Posted at: 7/25/2010 03:25:00 PM
Posted at: 7/25/2010 03:25:00 PM
Sorry, itchy bitchy wna post one more 'cause im srsly rotting of self-pity at home.Even though Ive lots of stuffs to do.
But I havent been gg out for like whaaaaaaaat.
Dunmanite friends are srsly home people, and I'd be the one who'd plan, even if we do go out just to watch movie or so. .___.
Others are either me / they not free. Great.
Okay, Idk what's w me, but I feel like Ive no life, this way. Hah. This sucks.
Mum's trip to Phuket looks so fun. I hope I can go this year, not next year w Debby if possible.
Cant wait for EOY holiday. Mum promised it'd be a far away country. Yes, far i want. Im gna google to see which I like.
Ive only been to them when Im small, and now Ive been gg to Malaysia / Indonesia / Dubai. Only.
OKAY BYE, RMMBR TO ASK ME OUT. OMG. 
V
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Posted at: 7/25/2010 02:36:00 PM
Posted at: 7/25/2010 02:36:00 PM
I'm not a hardcore fan of any stars.But she's one of those I really like.
Btw, hate Lady Gaga.
Random
Posted on: Saturday, July 24, 2010
Posted at: 7/24/2010 10:40:00 PM
Posted at: 7/24/2010 10:40:00 PM
Haha, this is so true, esp when it was just released.So, Im starting to be real active here. [:
HELLO
Posted on: Friday, July 23, 2010
Posted at: 7/23/2010 12:04:00 AM
Posted at: 7/23/2010 12:04:00 AM
Heeeeeeeeeeeeey.
IRONICALLY, Ive been kinda busy lately. Maybe my priority last time was just, wrong, and I pushed everything away because I thought I couldnt take it.
Let's summarise, leave out little awesome moments.
School is great.
`I dont think Im taking 3D Animation subject next year 'cause I think its v v troublesome to do one clip w so many things in there to create altho' I handled the course quite well. ;D
`SRC Dragon Boat was today. Was fun, partnered w Heng Hwee. 2B's boat won both racessss. (Y) instead of counting, we 'chanted' Kok Rox. :o
`My spectacle's literally flattened. Okay, partially flattened 'cause of some idiot in my class who played vball and hit it. Okay, I shouldnt have put it there but still. Wtv, im cool. I think. Abit pissed at myself.
`Mum's bday was 3 days ago. Bought cake & flower, hah. W help from Harita & Siti. Thankyou. :D Then had dinner @ swensens' w everyone + Debby. Kecoh.
`I haven't been gg out for a while alrdy, but I know not soon. D:
` Im happy to see improvement in myself, haha.
`Mum's overseas at Phuket, agn, w/o me.
`My eyebags are outrageous.
Aiya, so many things happened, but let's end here. Will update even tho' tags are dry now. (:
Im gna start doing notes for only a class test. Can you believe it ? n.n Ehehe.
+ I dont think Im gna watch Bball semifinals tmrw.
17 aint my fave num no more.
Posted on: Thursday, July 22, 2010
Posted at: 7/22/2010 11:52:00 PM
Posted at: 7/22/2010 11:52:00 PM
It's been a little over a year.I didnt know how I survived, but I did - life.
& i never got through this, for I only went past it.
yknow what ? She doesnt mention a damn thing on the anniversary. Im just thinking where's her respect, if not concern ?
I really dk what to say now. This aint the place.
But I do miss you like crazy. Like, everything's falling.
It, was so sudden & sometimes it still feels so surreal.
disturbing / one world, together.
Posted on: Saturday, July 17, 2010
Posted at: 7/17/2010 08:58:00 PM
Posted at: 7/17/2010 08:58:00 PM
but 30 years is all we've got at th rate we're gg now.
By then, North Pole will be an open sea.
Think of th future generation, & maybe us at old age.
Switch off when not in use, minimise.
'cause th more we use, th more harm is done, lesser chance, time.
Little acts count.
You see th signs, youre aware, but then youre ignorant.
It's scary, but don't shut down & live w status quo.
Appreciate. Spare a thought. Act.
&yes, global warming's one of th daily notes Ive in mind.
just when i thought it's over,
Posted on: Monday, July 12, 2010
Posted at: 7/12/2010 10:15:00 PM
Posted at: 7/12/2010 10:15:00 PM
So much for following my heart. It's like Im tied to sth I cant let go.Talent ? Pls, I dont think Ive it. I keep screwing things because Im too hesitant, and yeah, I just dont believe in myself that I can do it.
Ive never given up, and now that I did, it all makes me feel so wrong.
It's making me so afraid, so small. So am I gna continue it all agn ?
I DONT KNOW. IM LOST. IM AT MY WITS END.
Decisions have never been so critical, so major.
Idk if Im gna do what I want or fulfil my somewhat responsibility.
Actly, it's not even a part of me right now, is it ?
Im just gna go w th flow, but dear god, I dont wna be at th losing end anymore.
Even if Ill take th wrong path, I want it to at least be better than bfore.
&, thanks Harita & Debby. ♥ ♥
FIFA fan now, Spain's.H
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Posted at: 7/12/2010 05:02:00 AM
Posted at: 7/12/2010 05:02:00 AM
Another sleepless night. Buttttt YEESSSSSSSSPAIN for th title babyyyy.
Hail FIFA World Cup King '10, SPAIN ! ♥
Wooohoooohehehahaho! Luvvvvluv you.
My instincts can be trusted. Heh.
Now I'm in luv w Iker Casillasssssssss. ♥ :D he's superb / amazing whtever else man~ See, I don't go or looks like other girls. Ugh. Haha. Now blogging using iPod. Cool right, haha.
K, gettin' ready for sch soon. Have a gdday. (:
Head vs Heart.
Posted on: Saturday, July 10, 2010
Posted at: 7/10/2010 05:31:00 PM
Posted at: 7/10/2010 05:31:00 PM
Be stupid, and you'll be doing yourself a favour.
We dont always have to live by the rules yknow. (:
We dont always have to live by the rules yknow. (:
espanyol, europe, uk, germany.
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Posted at: 7/10/2010 12:32:00 AM
Posted at: 7/10/2010 12:32:00 AM
Octopus Paul picked Spain to be the fball WC champion !
How awwwwwwesome~
Okay, srsly, first time i go gugugaga abt wc. And I only started being a 'fan' after watchin' semi-final match. -.- I knew ger vs Spain was a hot match so I was like, tryin' to predict who'll win, relying on my instincts, w/o referring to anything and I was right, Spain did win. ^^ they were also great w keeping th ball in posession, defeating germany's strength by playing w technique.
So, ta-da from there, I started supporting Spain altho' Germans are better looking. Heh.
On a gloomydoomymoomy, note,
My moomy has gone to Europe w her friends ! She's gg to make a trip to two places in German AND THEN go London ! And Im stuck here, schoolingggggggggggggggg. I cannot believe thissssssssssss. Can I just, like, slap myself ?
Jelaousjealousjealoussadsadsad. );< idc, one day i must go for an awesome holiday like that.
Go Paaaaaaaaaul~! I mean, SPAIN !
Te amo moremore so much.
Okay, Ive literally gone crazy over this, which triggered suddenly.
Okay bye, will post agn. (:
curiosity kills th cat, so im trying to save you.
Posted on: Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Posted at: 7/06/2010 06:51:00 PM
I created a noob pathetic formspring acc. So I hope you willPosted at: 7/06/2010 06:51:00 PM
FLOOD FLOOD & FLOOD like how i'm typing now, can you seeee ?
Just tryin' my luck here. Heh. :D
Me & Syazana gna make other diff acc.s like twitter, for err fun ? Altho Im not sure it's gna be active for long. Stilllllll. K will update you guys. Dont wna be so active in blog for these coming few days alrdy. n.n
So ask me now, click: Curiosity kills, so ask.
Ehehe. Or in future, go to 'voice it out'.
im talking about you.
Posted on: Monday, July 5, 2010
Posted at: 7/05/2010 05:02:00 PM
Posted at: 7/05/2010 05:02:00 PM
'cause everyone is, in their own way. It doesn't always have to be physically.
Spread th love around.
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Posted at: 7/05/2010 05:00:00 PM
Posted at: 7/05/2010 05:00:00 PM
♥w/o any discrimination.
to posers, youre uncool.
Posted on: Saturday, July 3, 2010
Posted at: 7/03/2010 11:29:00 PM
Posted at: 7/03/2010 11:29:00 PM
Damn it.This is so simple to do.
If youre feeling guilty, and thinking twice, then Im talking about you. Dont question me. Can be anybody w a guilty conscience.
so, meet me.
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Posted at: 7/03/2010 11:10:00 PM
Posted at: 7/03/2010 11:10:00 PM
I hate it when dreams of those that are close to your heart, which you long to know, long for the moment to happen ended. But th thing is, when it does, you wake up and find that the most important part, those you really need to somehow get you by, is covered w a big black patch of the unknown.
Just one..
Cant you ask me tmrw ?
I cant, this my last chance, last moment to grab it all. Because you wont live for tmrw.
He looked at her, that look, reality settling in both of them. And then everything was a blank.
Hey maynnnnn
Posted on: Thursday, July 1, 2010
Posted at: 7/01/2010 04:44:00 PM
Posted at: 7/01/2010 04:44:00 PM
Im taking up your challenge. Gna give my all, improve, as 'requested', tremendously, & prove my worth. That you're wrong, everything that lies in your screwed up brain. Im just thinking that you should have a life. Shan't let 'this' interfere my life, anw.
Howwwwdy, how arrrrr ya ?
My laptop's broken downxz. And I needa get my songs at sengkangggg.
Anw, didnt get to sleep at all bfore 1st sch day. Kinda talked to myself for freaking 5h, hah, since broadband was confiscated & ipod was lost. I actly then made a cheesy egg & small portion of spag. at 5am, then got ready for school. :D Couldnt sleep yesterday2 too.
Whatever happened my regular sleeping pattern ?!
Sch has been fairly good. Can say Im improving, hw-wise. :o And ohyeah,
Im reduced to a comp club-ber.
Yeah, gna be your typical nerd in sch now. Hi. 
Dont feel like adding on. 2nd post alrdy.
It's best if ya care & leave a tag. (:
(!)
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Posted at: 7/01/2010 04:10:00 PM
I had my wake upPosted at: 7/01/2010 04:10:00 PM
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by
Now youre gone, now youre gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now youre gone, now youre gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere youre not coming back
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same no
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
I miss you
"There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief...and unspeakable love." ♥
Still, no words can explain.
AAAAAALRIGHT, NORMAL POST COMING UP NEXT ! HAHAHEHEHOHO~