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Posted on: Monday, July 26, 2010
Posted at: 7/26/2010 01:36:00 AM
Posted at: 7/26/2010 01:36:00 AM
People always say let go & move on. But this, it's not meant that way. Clearly, you're trying so hard to build a new life for yourselves, trying to include me. I know what you want but you dont understand how hard it can be for me. It's like you've carved into a new person forgotten a past that's so dear to me.
It's heartbreaking that you're not caring to soothe this part here but well, i dont ask for it. Hell, I really wna know what's on your mind. I dont get how you can seem to just forget everything, and treat certain v important days just like any normal days. I cant believe this yknow. But for me, it will remain close to my heart. It means a great deal to me.
Beyond all th comfort talks and so, we've this awkward thing gg on between us that we've been ignoring. But I won't let it drag on any further. I'm gna find out what's it you've been hiding from me my whole life even if you claim to shield me from misery. I dont like fantasies, I want th evil but real. Hence, idw to have a good but fake impression. Idc if it's gna hurt so bad, 'cause it is and forever will be so much a part of me. I want nothing but th truth. 'cause Im thinking it's not as bad as you make it out to be.
I dont want to be protected anymore, I want & have th right to know.