just when i thought it's over,
Posted on: Monday, July 12, 2010
Posted at: 7/12/2010 10:15:00 PM
So much for following my heart. It's like Im tied to sth I cant let go. Talent ? Pls, I dont think Ive it. I keep screwing things because Im too hesitant, and yeah, I just dont believe in myself that I can do it.
Ive never given up, and now that I did, it all makes me feel so wrong.
It's making me so afraid, so small. So am I gna continue it all agn ?
I DONT KNOW. IM LOST. IM AT MY WITS END.
Decisions have never been so critical, so major.
Idk if Im gna do what I want or fulfil my somewhat responsibility.
Actly, it's not even a part of me right now, is it ?
Im just gna go w th flow, but dear god, I dont wna be at th losing end anymore.
Even if Ill take th wrong path, I want it to at least be better than bfore.
&, thanks Harita & Debby. ♥ ♥