Posted on: Friday, May 18, 2012
Posted at: 5/18/2012 09:07:00 PM
They say hard work pays off.
They say i will be fine as long as i continue working hard like this.
It didnt happen. Im still struggling badly.
The one that works w me, doing all the same things, do so much better. But ofc thats expected.
still it's so demoralising.
I am just trying my best and people say at the speed im gg at, im gna burn out soon.
And then theyll sarcastically asking if im doing well
and they do, but i dont.
is it wrong to work hard to improve myself? im not one who's competitive.
i hatw it when they say that or give us looks, really.
I see no hope now
She gave up on me
but i wont give up
that's the only hope ive got.
i guess i have to work even harder than everyone else to be only half as good as them.
hard work will pay off right?
dreams are for those who dream big, and not for only talented people right?
i hope so.