syawal
Posted on: Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Posted at: 8/30/2011 01:38:00 AM
Tmrw is Hari Raya, and im not feeling anything.
1) i cant join my cousins and relatives as usual to go visiting because
2) ive to follow my stepdad and mum to my stepdad's side hses and idk them so it's
3) boring 'cause ive no one to talk to
4) not gg cemetery for raye agn
5) it's just not fun not gg w my cousins, argh.
Ever since you passed on dad, it's been diff for raye and i miss you so. I can feel th awkwardness sometimes among them, and your siblings always make me think of you, it's just.. i still rmmbr how you dont dare to step in our hse 'cause you thought youre not fit as a family to even me. ah, anw, i love you w my whole heart.
ANW SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN. HAVE FUN. THANKS FOR ALL TH MSGS, HAHA. We shall meet in the next syawal & ramadhan, insya'Allah. Woohoooo