syawal
Posted on: Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Posted at: 8/30/2011 01:38:00 AM
Tmrw is Hari Raya, and im not feeling anything.
1) i cant join my cousins and relatives as usual to go visiting because
2) ive to follow my stepdad and mum to my stepdad's side hses and idk them so it's
3) boring 'cause ive no one to talk to
4) not gg cemetery for raye agn
5) it's just not fun not gg w my cousins, argh.
Ever since you passed on dad, it's been diff for raye and i miss you so. I can feel th awkwardness sometimes among them, and your siblings always make me think of you, it's just.. i still rmmbr how you dont dare to step in our hse 'cause you thought youre not fit as a family to even me. ah, anw, i love you w my whole heart.
ANW SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN. HAVE FUN. THANKS FOR ALL TH MSGS, HAHA. We shall meet in the next syawal & ramadhan, insya'Allah. Woohoooo
(:
Posted on: Monday, August 29, 2011
Posted at: 8/29/2011 02:37:00 AM
"Your suffering now is a sign of your hard work
Everybody knows you tried Everybody knows it's alright"Dont know why. but think this is meaningful altho it doesnt really link w me now, since im pretty much a loser and doesnt face any difficulties like i used to in nball.
first impression do matter
Posted on: Saturday, August 27, 2011
Posted at: 8/27/2011 10:19:00 PM
Hi guyz.
Dont we look like a friggin' hi-5 concept-y ppl ? Haha. I think it's cool. Th museum is so fun, hehe it's my kind of place lol. Been years since i went to one i think. Th nudity is so funny, and there were many interesting hands on stuff. And got this lil guy he was afraid of us when we wanted to built train tracks w him ):
Primary sch friends just make me so goddamn happy. I just love them so much altho theyve got closer friends, majority of them. Anw, it was a blast. Meet you guys soon agn.
I didnt go out today to do my errands. Debby pangseh me ):
Tmrw im gg tho, thank god azwan is free to accompany me 'cause i thought of gg alone.
Anw, my Hari Raye shirt / baju are done. Got it tailored as usual but i didnt get to choose th silk or pattern or whatsoever. All's decided by my mum. Sooo i just hope i wont look that badcompared to my friends, haha. 'cause th modern baju look kinda cool, but yeah didnt buy.
Ohyeah i havent even buy any raye purse / footwear. Maybe i wont.
Okay then hopefully ill buy new cute cute stuff like bath towels. Mine's all rotten lol. And get my CD !!!! Ok, im gna bake marble cake, learning for first time so next year i can make one myself. Wish me luck yo you dawg.
Pisces can be so emotional, needy and intense that they can end up being a real drag to people around them. Pisces are easily lied to because they so want to believe. No matter how often they are led astray by empty promises, they keep the faith and push on toward their personal ideal. Their dreamy and impractical natures can be a source of distress to those close to them.
corrupt
Posted on: Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Posted at: 8/23/2011 01:11:00 AM
Everybody's become a victim of pressure, and then they give up.
low profile
Posted on: Sunday, August 21, 2011
Posted at: 8/21/2011 06:22:00 PM
I feel that our generation is too exposed. We can know every little thing someone does because they tell everyone abt every second of their life that happened.
Idk why, but anw you guys have realised my fb is totally dead compared to last time, plus ive alrdy tweeted that i wont tweet anymore. It shall be where i stalk my fave celebs. Hehe.
I also did mention ill only be active here and tumblr where, for here, i doubt many read, and that on tumblr, theyre all strangers.
Anw, im sick of simpang bedok. And im behind time to study for CT, but heck just dont mention about CT to me, gets on my nerves. Ive been lazing ard, eating out w friends / cousins, baking cakes, not exercising.
Haha, i also dk what to do w my life. Lol.
Later im gna clean up my rm 100%. At last put up this rack that i bought last year.
Ohyeah, and i took my passport photo last few days, haha im so chubby, what w my straight hair now. It's been 2 months now.
becoz i think days are dragging by
Posted on: Saturday, August 20, 2011
Posted at: 8/20/2011 12:32:00 AM
Now I understand what ppl meant by life sucks.
Besides hardship, it can just mean like there's rlly nth to look forward to.
Not anymore.
Everything is nothing, and then, at the end of the day, you can only depend on yourself.
Btw, they gna have their first solo concert in a few hours !! Only SGD111, like whaaaat, frkng cheap. Hm, it's alright. (:
ok, gnight you.
Posted on: Thursday, August 11, 2011
Posted at: 8/11/2011 10:14:00 PM
Just feel like doing a quickie update
Yest right I stayed up late to research and do etc my speech writing then i didnt bring today. Nice. Shared w Manda. i owe her one man.
And, i im one of th top 5 scorer for th eng compre, yay. Im so happy, 'cause this is an improvement, since ive been stupid this whole year. Stilll is tho haha.
Butttt chem test lowest is 4. Yeah that shld be me, justin bieber. Tmrw ill find out.
Also, I counted im gna receive ard $75 worth pocket money for th wks till raye, but Im gna spend it all and not able to save -.-" need to buy th cam cover, CD etc. Sigh.
Aghhhhhh, 3half h of tuition tmrwwwwwww when its alrdy fridayyyyy
Freaaaakyou
SCHOOOOOL IS DIFF NOW SRSLYXZ SUKZ
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Posted at: 8/11/2011 01:42:00 AM
Hi there ! That was my table on fri. It got spammed by chalk we stole from lab. Hehe.
Hm, I was actlly rlly happy 'causeeee I passed amaths, did ss test kinda well, did compre test well. But, right now my mood seems to be like th opp.
'cause firstly, deb lost my dslr lens cover. Not mad at her 'cause i love her too much but i need to pay over 30 bucks for a new one and my stepfather cant find out abt it or IM DEAD. But I can only buy it in 2+ wks time due to no time and yeah. Also, ive been in need of money 'cause... haiz. Need to spend money wisely !!! and stop buying stuffs for other ppl 85% of th time.
Secondly, Ive been having waaaaaaaay too much fun this short holiday. Gone out everyday except on Sat (i did my hw) and Mon (used laptop 24h). Soooo, tmrw have 2 test and didnt rlly study......................................................... I. need. to. buck. up. and. stop. stop. stop. letting. people. down. Okay i shall start BY next wk and studystudystudy librarylibrarylibrary. Pinky promise to self AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH COMMON TEST CMNG AAAH KK SORRY OMG K.
ANW, (sorry for being a lil retarded here but look at th time & im not studying) another thing is that i didnt go for sci symposium which i only knew th day bfore. Soooo a quarter of my classmates didnt go, other classes all went and they all had valid reason or lied and pretended they had a valid reason... except me.So basically im th ONLY one of all sec 3 pure sci who skipped 'cause i went out. Wah nice. Srsly, am i rlly that bad no right -.-Anw, since our sch has changed in a sense, my name and 3 others will be submitted to principal. And think abt it, my reputation sucks to me now. 'cause alrdy have beta for latecmng last year. And I still want to participate for sec 1 orientatn camp next year. Hopefully, that wont affect my leadership skillls (actlly it does). Anw, im determined to chnge ! But as of now, havent yet since i didnt study.
So, that time break fast at simpang. So cool, deb & hud clique were all there. I went w my chi classmates, since my close friends in dmn nvr ever seem to have time to go out w me, except dayah and i rlly do appreciate that. Maybe thats why im sucha introvert and independent person compared to last time. Got no life, agh. Anw, yeah. And todayy had tash 4 reunion, i guess. Deb came to my hse in the afternoon, broke fast at tesya's. Wah, i tell you th food damn alot and amazing. I love you girls alot lahhhh, you guys have this big space in my heart k.
Btw, so many ppl moving out now, out of pasir ris. Am i so stupid to ask my parents move to another hse in pasir ris just to be close to my friends when now they are moving out ? Sigh. So, life's like this. We keep moving.
OKAY END OF RANDOM STORY BROTHAR.
Posted on: Sunday, August 7, 2011
Posted at: 8/07/2011 11:17:00 PM
I bought 2 CDs, and ordered one. Maybe buying one more.
Omg, am I wasting my money ? But lately my downloader is like (*$*
Haiz, nvm. I dont regret.
Anw, do you know that those indonesian clothes sold in geylang for us to wear during raye are actlly wedding clothes in indonesia ? Hah, cool.
ramadhan
Posted on: Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Posted at: 8/02/2011 08:57:00 PM
hi. im eating our favourite haagen dazs. and i truly miss debby rian seraffina being forever by my side. anw, selamat berpuase everyone. (: