wrong path, dead end, misery.
Posted on: Monday, May 31, 2010
Posted at: 5/31/2010 09:06:00 PM
silly, lazy, idiot, lazy, stupid, lazy, dumb, useless, disgrace.
of course i take it srsly, how can i regard this as a joke
when it makes me feel th worst of the worst ever in my life,
forever recurring.
I know I always, always screw up, and anyone would be angry because i dont seem to get things right at all.
But I still care. Im still putting in effort. Well, somehow.
Just when I thought a little light is shining thru the dark, it disappears abruptly again, w no reason that I can really understand. Perhaps that's why Ive never held my hopes high before. Because it always happens. Like a cycle meant to be repeated over & over again.
Maybe, at the end of the day, only those w potential will outdo the weaker, no matter how much they try. Because they are way better, can grasp things faster.
They can do everything, anything, and be better than those forever struggling even if they do improve.
Because it's obvious to th eye. Because things cannot afford to go wrong due to someone's mistake. Because in th real world, only th best can be used, and that the progress of an individual does not matter if it's not good enough.