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Posted on: Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Posted at: 5/25/2010 10:15:00 PM

Hey.

Abit about past few days first,

So, shiok ball was no comments. My class was great but they pancet and we had to replace them.

Today was quite fun, actually. Luckily I didnt get frisbeee, I dont like. Taekwondo seems fun, but kinda embarrassing at th same time.

Touch rugby was fun ! Selfdefence wushu was er, interesting. &, I had to do the counter kick to the 17y-old guy instructor and im like o.o haha.

Hmm, this year's making me feel so timid. :B

Okay so, LTC is coming upp. I know camps are fun and all, for bonding and stuff, but, the purpose of camps are not to my delight. Gna be alot alot alot of high thingy. Wow. Didnt do the high element in p5 camp 'cause im sucha freak so yeah, im like preparing emotionally. Like it would benefit anyway. At least, I did the abseiling, but I stopped rock climbing halfway 'cause I realised I was going too high up. :o hahaha. Interesting facts about me, huh ? Not forgetting embarrassing too, but well.

I know, i know ive got a height phobia, any problem ? ):

somemore, quite a number of water activites and i can't like, swim ? D:

Plus, there'll thousands and millions (exaggerating) of lizards. To think at hme, when there's a lizard in the bathroom, Ill run outside, screaming like Ive seen a ghost. Altho it's a v rare sight here.

I knoww I suckkkk. Laugh manymany uh. );

To make it 'worse', sports day is in TWO days. Im still like ___________. *speechless*

My speed is equivalent to Siti's fast jogging speed. Uhhuh. Yeah, I'm v damn pissed w myself, for some reasons which actually affects my mood just now. :/ how can I suck so much ? );

No one wna run so th heroine here will be sacrificing herself & run 400m solo. I didnt run last year, so yeah. My competitors are Sharon, Syafirah, Kimmie etc etc. They're light and superduper fast compared to me + awesome stamina (excellent praising), and here I am, super slow, weak stamina.....

Diediediediediediediediediediediedie ! I already know Ill be the last, but pleaaase, don't make the distance gap so big can ? Th most also 30s diff cannn. Okay that's a big gap too but well. :o Oh god, help. Ill be running, w an idiotic grin on my face.

Kidding.

Well, at least I dont pull out just because I know ill lose, i still got some sportmanship in me okay ! :D Yeay.

My goal is to fnish the race w/o stopping, not w/o jogging while others are sprinting all th way. Hahaha. Loser. So yeah, just get it done and over w. At least, some eg Amanda w her sweet words *grins* will cheer me on, regardless of the obvious results.

But wait, there's still lots and lots of pressure building up in meeeeeee. Just gotto face it, and experience embarrassment. Okay, I dont care about people jeering at me, or my pride, but still, a portion of my waterface will drop.. :o

I guess this year's just putting me through situations which I fear, which Ive never have the courage to participate / experience. & now, Im gna just give it a chance & try. I hope it kinda lessen the fear, and build some positive character. No, maybe show them instead. Hah.

Ikr, im like monolog-ing w myself now, but,

Goooooodluck to you all ! Cheersxz. (: