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Let's cut this short.
I'm cool.
Im not an optimist neither am I a pessimist but a realist.
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Posted on: Friday, May 28, 2010
Posted at: 5/28/2010 09:03:00 PM
Posted at: 5/28/2010 09:03:00 PM
Did you know that I dreamt of you ? 
It was a family dinner. Flawless one.
Ive been dreaming alot actly, about friends & all.
Am I thinking too much ? :L hah.
I used to really wonder how ppl do it. But not anymore.
I figured when sth like that happens to a loved one, everything just stops. How can it not ?
But I was realising that everything does go on. You get up, have breakfast. You do your job. You come hme, have some dinner, go to sleep. Just like everybody else.
But it's always there. You go on, but you don’t go on. Because there's this weight, that you can feel all th time, like you've got a cinder block sitting on each shoulder, pushing you down, wearing you out, making you wonder whether you'll be able to get up the next day.
And eventually, you do get up. You just do, because you have to. That day, th day after another and th day aft that. With blocks on your shoulder.
Always there.
Maybe all this change is unsettling, messing me up.