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another shitty post
Posted on: Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Posted at: 5/18/2010 05:56:00 PM
Posted at: 5/18/2010 05:56:00 PM
Im sick of you telling ppl behind my back to reason me, or counsel me. You told my cousin too, but hey she supports me instead. Like serious shit, I cant totally forgot everything yknow. Im still leading the same life. If you dont spare a thought for me, then at least think about him, okay. Just reserve a small portion of your mind for us. In his life, he's lost so much, no money, no family. Altho he has hurt you before. At least now you got a new partner to share life tgt. I never rebel now, do I ? I dont show attitude to him. I dont wna call him what you want cause I dont have th courage to. Only one single thing and you go blabbering nonstop. Then what about me ? Mine's gone. All I need really, is your understanding and respect. That simple. Wth are you thinking, really ? Try to put yourself in my shoes. At least TRY to for ONCE. I dont need you to go ard, telling ppl stuff, like im some mental case. Hate it man. I really wna solve all this, but I dont wna approach you or have th courage to tell you this all. Cause in the end, I just know Ill lose. Even if you give in, when I plead and beg, it's because you gave in for the SAKE of giving in but in your heart, you really dont wna do it. I know. Then th next day, you tell me its not right. So, I dont wna RISK anymore tears & inflict more pain. Ive had it yknow. I hate this so much. Isit because its been a year thats why you try to make me forget ? Can you just stop. Cease this all. I hate receiving things now. I dont even have your fcking understanding.
IM SICK OF THIS, OF YOU, OF EVERYTHING SO I DONT GIVE A DAMN. I SHUT MY EARS TO YOU FROM NOW. I DONT LIKE YOU REITERATING ILLOGICAL STUFF THAT DOES NOT DO ANYTHING BUT HURT ME. ^%&*(&^%&^*&(*) i never ever hurl vulgars about you, but im sorry i just did. take it i hurl them because of the situation, but not you. still,
I hope this is th last im posting of this. I dont give a fcuk anymore. Bullshit.