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You may know me better by readin' my blog, but that does not mean you know me best still.
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Aliah, who ?
Let's cut this short.
I'm cool.
Im not an optimist neither am I a pessimist but a realist.
DebbyRS, ☮♥(:
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I ain't your robot.
Posted on: Saturday, March 13, 2010
Posted at: 3/13/2010 03:16:00 PM
Posted at: 3/13/2010 03:16:00 PM
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AdamLambert's in Singaporrrrrrrre. I wonder where he is exactly now. :l
Ahh, so many famous artistes come here, but I didnt even get to attend any of th performances. If not, it'd be so much fun ! Well, ): Haha.
Teachers expect one thing, coaches expect the other & parent/s expects another. Hello people, I'm a human, not a robot, in case you don't know.
I'm already sucha failure in that area and it never fails to fill me w chagrin. Yet, I sacrifice so v much for it, altho' knowing it brings nothing significant at th end of each day, neglecting even impt factors of my life. Till it affects other things & results me in failing those other things when I actually know I can excel in them. It sucks, right ? This whole thing makes me like a total failure & further diminished my esteem. Ignore that, but still, I don't want to pull the others down along w me 'cause it affects them. I'm fed up, vv much indeed. I don't want to break down, 'cause it'll affect my outer poise. However, sometimes you can't force what to feel, when you are actually feeling the opposite.
I never like to post this way (above). I don't like being so emotional, it makes ppl think of me like Idk, a certain way. But I just feel like opening up, to feel better in a way.
I need Debby♥, to cheer me up in her own ways w/o me pouring out to her. She's just so much fun, who understands me best tho' she not much good at being responsive emotionally. Actually, she's kind of waiting for me to come but I still haven't get my butt outta here. Heh.
My life's been so 'emo' now, isn't it ?
It all boils down to one single thing.
However, I don't know why this stubborn part of me never wants to consider giving up altho' Im telling you now, I'm very much affected negatively.
It's like my mind wants to, but my heart doesn't want to for I always never leave halfway thru a journey even if it's sth I loathe.
I'm burnt out.