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Posted on: Sunday, August 23, 2009
Posted at: 8/23/2009 11:35:00 PM

Girls day out - only at Whitesands :/
Well, anw check out some of th pictures. [Lazy to resize]

Credits to Huda darla

Okay so, we went to Whitesands to 'study' at th library. I ended up forgetting to bring th compre and so on. Instead, made use of Huda's webcam and so on. They kind of camwhore & th pooh undies is so cute & funny! Didnt post it here though ^.^

Planned to go T1 but no time. They went to my hse. Otw hme, I saw this lizard and of course, freaked out. We ran, then a coackroach was running past, they ran, and ran again when they saw a snail. HAHA -.-
Fazril called, we'll buke together sometime & maybe go cycling w th others. Figured it be fun.
Thanks Fazril & Abg Aleef for keeping update w me yeah. Appreciate it much [;

Didnt go mosque to sembahyang but went to Deb hse. We laughed like alot. Couldnt concentrate, well, it may be sinful. But at least, we sembahyang terawih which is not compulsory okaay.

Planning to buke w Hud & Deb tmrw if training ends late. We'll see. Ill end w I love Debby & Huda~ [others too]

Here I am, typing w it. Today, at last, I had enough courage to open it, explore it. It may be because they were there. But still. Th wallpaper popped up, so big. I kind of expcted sth like tht. However, that's kind of all, nth else. I was expecting more, like a note. Well, it may be crazy, but who knows ? Whtever it is, thanks, thanks alot for giving me this. I like it, I love it, but most importantly I love th person who gave it to me. Can you hear me ? Thank you & I love you. I keep wondering, aft seeing all th things you bought, had you sensed this ? Or you just bought them cause you feel like to ? Or you somehow kind of knew but didn't have time to give it before all of this ? In th picture in here, you were smiling, but was it forced or was it genuine ? However, I know, really deep inside, you were lonely, your heart would ache whenever you see other happy families. I know. So, are you happy now tht everything's has put to an end for you ? For tht, Im happy too for you dont have to suffer alone anymore. But you left me missing you so bad, so sad. And I still try my very best to stay strong which I can say I succeeded for people never see the deepest side. Wht saddens me is not cause of wht happened, but cause I never found th chance to really SAY how much I loved you deep inside, minus those fake expression tht I put on which showed I didnt care. You can forgive me for tht, don't you ? I never showed my feelings esp for those kinds. It's weird how th way we are related, th memories between us is so little ; how can tht be ? Th other thing is, I wanted you to tell me sth, anything, before all this, to at least let me know about it, if not, at least tell me you loved me for it's been years since you said those words. Yes, years for you never did & so did I except for your bday on Jan to which you didnt reply. Its such a simple wish yet it isn't fulfilled. And it will never be. If I could wish for anything right now, I want to be a three year old again when I would say 'I love my HAPPY FAMILY.' And then Ill mean it and do whtever I can to make it true.♥

5 days to Huda's birthday!