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Posted on: Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Posted at: 8/04/2009 09:37:00 PM
Posted at: 8/04/2009 09:37:00 PM
A thousand of emotions were exploding, a thousand memories flood through. I wanted to say a million words ; I wanted to shake you so hard that you go,"What !? I need to rest. Dont disturb me." But it didnt go tht way. All I could afford to do was standing rooted to th ground, static, calling out your name softly over & over again as if in a trance.
From A to Z, I remember absolutely clearly wht happened. I remember th steps I took, th emotions I felt, their expressions, th ambience, th place. Every single thing.
Wht about those meetings we planned ?
I may not grow up to be a wonderful person you want me to. So, tell me are you disappointed ? Or you love me so much tht you just accept me for how I behave and tht it doesnt bother you ? But, why is it tht I cant hear your response ?
No, it's not possible. It's too fast, too sudden. In a blink of an eye. Just like tht. I cant take it.
No matter how fcking hard I cried for you, never mind th pain, I know you'll never be by my side. Ever.
In th end, it's th things & memories we hold on to, holding it on so tight, afraid it would disappear too, as if holding on for dear life.
One by one, they went, leaving me so cold.
It plays like a film. An automatic film. Those tht plays w/o my permission. It just goes on. Always. And it leaves it's only audience, traumatic. Why is it always tht way ?
My thoughts are bursting. I cant hold it in anymore. So there you go. Everything come from my thoughts, my own words. Copyright, yea. Unless you're really stupid or sth and have no brains. You know who you are. Oh yea, so much for hiatus.
Keep my tagboard alive. If you think it's wasting your time, then fine. I dont give a hoot too.