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& let me just say that You may know me better by readin' my blog, but that does not mean you know me best still.
Aliah, who ?
Let's cut this short.
I'm cool.
Im not an optimist neither am I a pessimist but a realist.
DebbyRS, ☮♥(:
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Posted on: Friday, July 17, 2009 Posted at: 7/17/2009 08:45:00 PM
One day, and many things can happen. In a blink, anything can change. Even if you delay once, it can be too late.Anything at all.
Why do we have th habit of keeping to ourselves ? If not, both parties would not be so hurt, suffering alone. You wouldn't be so lonely. It's hard for you. Im sorry. Th most thing I regretted is not having enough time for you. It's been months since we met except today. You look different. Didn't think on th next meeting, I'd see you in this condition.
Th scratch on my knee from a fall during netball hurts. My eyes hurt for crying too much. I've never cried so much. But nth beats th wound in my heart. Scratches & all recover, but th wound ? It can never ever be fully recovered. I know.
Things don't matter. You shouldn't be angry for not getting me tht thing. Your love is all tht matters, yknow ? Really.
Yes, Im never open about my feelings. Ppl see me a happy face every single day. Perhaps, cause of tht, you may misinterpret. But I love you alot, yknow. I love you w every single bit of my heart. And, I extremely miss you. It's just tht, I cant bring myself to say it. You should know. I slipped stuff about you in blogs, sch compos etc but, you don't know tht. Th last time we hugged, kissed, th last second I heard your voice, your breath were more than a month. And tht's it ? Where's your word of warning ?
Why was I so dumb ? They could be a warning, for all I know. Those signs, my instincts. I simply ignored them. Rmmbr once I posted 'I left th two of them dying, so, tell me, wht does it signify ?' I think it's been answered, haven't it.
It's nice to know you were there when I needed comfort th most. Thanks to you all. Tht includes Anisha, for 'immediate' concern aft wht happened at sch & th shopkeeper whom Idk.
If only.. if only.. if only.. Thts wht we humans are capable of saying.
I will be strong. I will never ever forget you. I promise. I love you. It's fated & Ive to accept it no matter wht.