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Some things got to change
Posted on: Wednesday, April 15, 2009 Posted at: 4/15/2009 08:51:00 PM
Hello & Hi.
Here I am posting again. ^.^ Nothing much happened. Perhaps there are but I dont feel like posting about it even though I feel like posting something. Kay, craps. Well, Ill post on something tht's not tht thing. Wtvwtvwtv,
Oh, standing broad jump's th only thing tht prevents me from getting gold. I dont think im gg to retest. Silver's fine I guess. (x
Tomorrow there's floorball training. I dont feel like gg, but, as usual they want me to. Knowing me, most probably Ill fall into their 'curse' and go. Ai, lazyzx. Plus, most probably I think we're gna play match only. So yeah. And, Ive to do compo if they haven't complete it. Talking about tht, - hockey. Everytime my eyes meet my h. stick, I realised I havent played w it for long time. Long, indeed. Th $100+ stick is of no use. Cause I aint a hockey player this year, each time I come across a hockey player, I will be green w envy, no kidding. I detest tht. It's like a part of me is lost. Th sports tht I heart so much and was my dying passion somehow doesn't seem to be w me anymore. Th sports tht I enjoyed with every fibre of my being, th thing tht made me enjoyed school more. Th sports tht I wanted to do my best in and do th best till I excel in it. Last time, I lived and breathed for it. Still, now, I think Ive to let go. Like really. I don't want nor do I like to feel disturbed about it anymore. It not being a part of my life this year changes these. And now Ive to concentrate more on netball which I didnt have th least interest in last time. As a netball player, Ive to develop tht I guess. My future school sports will not concern hockey anymore. Not at all. So, wht's th use ? It's not tht Im such a free woman tht I can attend hockey trainings outside right ? Hockey peeps, I still love them as much as I do of course. They're like family even though now we're kind of separated, most of us despite us living in th same area. Honestly, th 2007 KL sports training trip is one of th best-est memory I have. Well, "Always choose the future over the past. What do we do now ?" - Brian Tracy. Ive mentioned wht I decided to do. Hockey's history. My previous passion is now converted to just a sports leisure. Seriously, Ive no idea why Im saying this nonsense. -.- Whtever it is, Ill hold on to my words most likely. Gosh, I will. Somehow, I felt I have to. At least, floorball's still w me (:
Im so catching up w studies. Trying to. Every single school day Ive extra classes and th earliest Ill be home is like at 5. Im worrying on th impending exams. Did History test two days ago, guess gna fail. I actually forgot there was a test. Gah. I really really need to revise man. I cannot go on like this.
Lastly, you may wonder why must I write a whole chunk of nonsense like tht just about one freaking sport. Just to clarify, tht's cause it wasn't just any sports tht I played. It was my 24/7 sports passion. Th love. Not forgetting, my fun and whacky team mates who worsks as a team. Like, yknow, true passion & nothing else. Enough ? Ill stop here.