RIP, MJ.
Posted on: Saturday, October 31, 2009
Posted at: 10/31/2009 10:03:00 PM
Don't think dirty hor.





♥♥
There're funni-er ones in my hp. If you're lucky, Debby may upload all on fb. She uploads practically everything. Tsk.
Watched This Is It the movie yesterday
It wasn't a documentary kind of thing but it shows the This Is It concert rehearsals and some interviews stuffs. Could see that MJ was really professional. He knew all the lyrics, tunes of the songs and made sure every single thing is perfect for instance the guitar tune or the piano sound etc. When I was young, I used to wonder why people loved him. I had tht first bad impression of him cause of his plastic surgery. Only when he passed away, I knew who he really was. No kidding. The movie was good. It's like watching the concert, but not live. You could see that MJ'S a wonderful person. It's inspirational, in a way. Ohyeah, there's this scene where the dancers couldnt do the crotch grabbing move correctly and the woman had to teach them. It was hilarious. :D
Spent today w Debby. It was gooooood.
&, at last bought th strappal today ! The sales ppl or whatsoever was of no help. -.-
They're planning to go Marina on Tuesday. I wna go, but see first if tired anot.
When you were here, you would think of me every single second of the day, yet here I am trying not to think of you for fear of hurting myself. Isn't it selfish ?
Syazana will not be changing sch aft all~

Okay bye for now. Nth much.
Farewell
Posted on: Friday, October 30, 2009
Posted at: 10/30/2009 06:33:00 PM
Mrs Neo's farewell party was today. I wonder where the balloons are now ?
Results was okay. But position is bad. Still, Im quite happy w it.
I'll miss sch, I think.
I did it again. Wth is the problem w me ?
"If you don’t have confidence, you’ll always find a way not to win." -Carl Lewis
(?)
Confidence.Confidence.Confidence.Confidence.Confidence.Confidence.Confidence.Confidence.Confidence.
Repeat it a thousand times till it made sense to me that I posess it.

Colour my life w positive stuff, and don't make it so dull anymore.
End of post.
Schooooool~
Posted on: Thursday, October 29, 2009
Posted at: 10/29/2009 08:18:00 PM
She's in red.
Happy Birthday Munirah♥♥ (tomorrow)
Babe, thank you so much for everything, you're great.
Well, I hope our friendship stays strong. And, Im sorry that I cant attend your bday outing tomorrow ):
Love you.
Syazana asked me to update so here I am. Tmr's so called last day of sch. Ill now blog few stuffs about Dunman Secccccc.
Cultural Fusion
It was fun, I guess. I was one of the 'chefs'. Haha, cause my team's recipe's chosen. Even Mrs Wee said the thing I prepared was refreshing. Wow. Haha. Okay, it's salad. So what ? Takes skill yknow. :D I admit la, Im not a great cook. Mark said I suck at cutting, then act so pro and help me cut the whole thing. Hehhhhhh. Stillllllll~ So much for helping him return 'cause keep getting scolded by this teacher as their recipe was a disaster. Had to change almost everything.
Okay so, I think we did a fairly great job on the decorations 'cause we did most of it like last-min so yeah. Well done, people. I sound like a boss :/
Overall, it was fun ? I cant get my hands on the photosxz.
Dunman's got talent
I'mma sec1, so first time watched this event. There are like only, what, 5 gps that joined ? Pathetic right. Well, I think Jerry was so supportive. I dont know him personally so yeah. The masked rider thing was cheesy but they got second. Th best gp got first. Th sec2 band played a rock song w guitar, drums and sing. Th mic spoils the whole thing I tell you.
Today, aft running 3 rounds ard sch, went to st 11 there and tm w Syazana, Jee Yann & Siti. At the Macd there was kinda fun. Cracked lots of jokes. They were really sick at times that I just had to leave the conv. Syazana shouldnt have left so eaarly. Intensive trainings have started, and I think Im gna run 6 times a wk - 5 w netballers, once w pri sch friends at MJC. Need to build up stamina yknowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Im like one of the reddest aft a run in the netball team. So so embarrassing. Wht to do, my face what.
I have sensitive skin ; I dont like.
I think Im gg to miss sch.
Ohyea, we're getting report bk tmrw. Hope Ill be in the same class w friends, dont wna be a loner. Hahaha.
Alright, till here.
Today
Posted on: Sunday, October 25, 2009
Posted at: 10/25/2009 07:51:00 PM
One more post. &, one and only picture of today Ill upload:
Ate at Carousel @ Royal Plaza on Scotts Hotel. 5
s yknow. Okay no big deal.
It was a buffet, so of course, ate alot. Crayfish, sashimi, spaghetti, chicken rice, kebab, choc fondue - you name it. I didnt eat all those mentioned, anw. It was okay, nice. I like the seashell thing tht the chef help to cook thing. Saw Ckgu Salmah again. Haha. Soooo, there's this hot arab, I think, guy. He once stand beside me to look at some stuffs. Hehhhh.
Ohhhyes. Shop-ped at ION~ &, Orchard Central is so boooooooooring !

251009. Check-ed.
&, it's Aisyah's birthdaaay.
Happy Birthday, cousin. Well, I wish you the best and last long w your 2 year + boyf. We shall hang out soon, aye ?
W/♥
Alright, don't think I'll have th mood to keep this blog active soon enough. [;
Imy. Give me strength, will you ?
Lastly, came across this post from Nadhrah's blogs, who found this from someone else's. Hope you won't mind :
"By the way, I just wanted to say one thing. I've come acrossed really youngbloggers, like 11-13 year olds who are trying to be suicidal. They makeeverything seem like a problem & that they just want to curl up and die.Everything!Fuck it. I've gone through so many things in my life and so havemany other people. Just because your boyfriend was five minutes late in meetingyou it means he's cheating on you!? Or just because a guy you like doesn't giveyou a second look so you have to slit your wrists? Fuck you. Grow up. I thinkyou're just insecure and you have a boring life and have little things to blogabout that's why you're pretending to have all these problems.Many have beenthrough a lot of hurt like dealing with death and divorcing parents. So go fuckyourself, kids."
You think so ?
Failed, again.
Posted on: Friday, October 23, 2009
Posted at: 10/23/2009 10:11:00 PM
The Japan students from some high sch came to Dunmannnnnnn Sec.
Siti and all was like checking them out. Too bad, only a few are hot. -.- But not that hot. Average hot. God, what am I talking ?
Aft th mass Geog paper checking w all sec 1 exp & NA, we, which's almost the whole class, stopped at the D'Inspiration there to look at them playing th traditional games. Once, this guy failed to jump over the rubberband, and we laughed. Out loud. He was paisey. Then I asked them to clap. He looked up and smiled and waved. Cuteee. Thanks to me [;
But they were only there for a day. Student Councillors get to guide them. Not fair.
yes, i'ma mad at myself. Disappointed. Annoyed. Still feelin' down. Except, now ultra down. Haha, I sound so emo-ish. Gahh. I need to add more rock songs in my MP4.
I think I won't be so active from tomorrow onwards. No idea why, just feel like doing so. Let's take things slow. Hah. Butbutbut, TAG PLEASE. Thanks, ily.
Many chances given, each of them wasted. And now, I guess that's it. There can't be too many chances, right ? The squad can't be affected by me.
I'll hold on.
CONFIDENCE ?

Today
Posted on: Thursday, October 22, 2009
Posted at: 10/22/2009 08:36:00 PM
Im SORRY floorballers, for, not really playing these past few trainings, and not always turning up. Idk, maybe Im just tired, or what. I feel bad :/
I dont think they read this, anw.
Received class photo today. My face no need to see. -.- One of the informal is really funny, can cheer me up. Haha. Cute people. Saw 1D's. Saw Hariz's face. Haha. Anywayy, Dira said Sang Hyun is hot. I was kind of shock, haha. It doesnt mean anything anw. Tesya is also crazy about a korean guys like him. What is it w Korea these days ?
My eyebags are so bad, and damn obvious. Even Ms Siti asked whether I'd been crying / not sleeping enough.
Went thru Eng compo. &, some of the expressions used by sec1 express is reallly reallly funny. No offence, but yeah. The class burst out laughing. Such as 'I smiled in my head', 'her face was wet which is her tears', 'my mind is like a wide open sea, and my thoughts are the seashells (cont)', sth about 'Im either a mosquito / a vampire that sucks my auntie's blood'. Sth like tht. There are alot more. Had a laugh. I mean like, haha ? Im not trying to act clever or anything but yeah. Tho' Im in 1A, my A1s are like very few, even w C5s and failures for certain tests/exams. Surprisingly, I didnt go out of point or anything tho' it was my first attempt at that kind of compo q & never had practice. So yeah.
IM SAD.
Im disappointed. Im nervous. Im scared. Im angry. Im confused. Im irritated.
All these emotions fuse together, leaving me so down.
All because of differentdifferent things. I foresee that my near future ain't that bright.
Results tmr.
Posted on: Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Posted at: 10/21/2009 09:54:00 PM
No shit. Tmr's results out already. *Fingers cross*
My stamina's damn low. &, I suck.
DSAs coming soon. Prepare for embarrassment :B
Ive skipped madrasah for 2 mths I think. Ustazah called. She woke me up, actly. I was really blur. The conv was an embarrassing one. This Sunday, gg to carousel. And Im skipping again :/
Syazana's gg SKSS. Probably. & Ill 'hate' her when she does. Gahhh. Cause she's the one who
dragged me to Dunman sec. Ive actly sent the choices and had to change it because of her. So nice, right ? Haha. Well, she may enjoy there better. The guys are hot, esp hockey players, I believe. Come on, it's hockey, wht do you expect ? ^.^
You said you would, but it has ended so fast, leaving me wishing for sth that can't be fulfilled now. And never will.
I miss you, yknow.
Tomorrow's floorball training. Lazy bring stick uh. So long, and troublesome. Wooooooooo, Im so active in blog now.
brb
Posted on: Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Posted at: 10/20/2009 11:01:00 AM
In schooooooooooooooool now.
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Yesterday's post 'under construction'. Will update soon w more pictures [;
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Update : Updated, look below / previous post.
Downtown East & town.
Posted on: Monday, October 19, 2009
Posted at: 10/19/2009 10:32:00 PM
No matter what my own soul really wants, I know Ive to go thru it. I know Ive to face it, those feelings that ain't nice to actually feel, no matter how bad it can get.Helloooooooo.
So, as said, went out w those girls♥ below [HananiHidayahHudaSitiSyazana]. Ate at Hei Sushi first. The bill was over 80. Cool. Haha. Saw Gerald thru th glass walking to E!hub. Then, some of us played at the arcade. 'Hang ard' w Gerald. He's still the same I guess. Then, watched 500 days of summer w the girls which was uhm, not good ? Hah. It's PG so yknow what's expectd. But yeah it wasnt nice, to me, at least. Met Cikgu Salmah & Ms Mano(sp?).
Aft all of them leave, we went to Esplanade, Raffles City, Suntec, Penin there w Huda♥ & Muni♥. Nth much. Planning to go Marina Barage / Singapore River there. Woooooooooooooh~
Okay, look look loooooooooooooooooook -
Btw, ini pompan2 ni nye first 'real' outing. Pathetic kn. Padehal dah 2nd half of year. Busy katekn. :B

Siti, Dayah, myself.

First picture : Dayah ingtkn die ringaaaaan sgt ey.

I like the picture w Dayah cause I like her. Dont be flattered. Haha. Okay, sarcasm~
When darkness fills the sky, she calls for you, face drenched w tears, hopelessly awaiting a response which is, without a doubt, impossible, minus those miracles.
Orchaaaaaaaaaard feverxz !
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Posted at: 10/19/2009 12:15:00 AM
Outing w : Huda, aft for like ages.


Orchard Ion:


Orchard Central:

Only these few photos cause hp's connection is spoilt & can't transfer th others.
'Suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup ?
Haha, I'm like wearing a mask. Heh. 5 more mins. Azwan wth sia. Nk amek vid. Kene power ranger siaa. Now otp w Azyan & chattin' w some peeps. Okay, nobody asked.
Anywayyy, it's quite late now & I got hme at about 11.
Today, wanted to buy stuff at tm, t1 there. Went w Huda, Muni tk free psl gy dte. Kene pergy WWW dgn boyf die sia. Dgr2 swim, maen slide same2. HAHAHA. Laughed my ass off.
Sometimes, I find myself wondering why am I sacrificing so much for sth I wasn't in love w. But deep in my heart, I knew I couldnt end my journey halfway for it's the path Ive chosen. I'll carry on running the journey no matter how hard it is, persevering this almost endless journey to satisfaction.
Then, aft jln2, we were bored. I suggestd gg to explore Orchard Ion. Surprisingly, Huda agreed to it. Took MRT there. It wasn't really crowded. There's this nice smell wherever you go in there. Mostly boutiques can be found there, high end stuffs. We were only wearing like, what, jeans & t-shirts. Haha. Tk tau maluuu, tk dress up according to the place. Heck care, pat Singapore jer per. We were kind of jakun when we saw the exterior of the mall. Hee.
Then, we wanted to go Far East Plaza cause Huda was craving for the fried Mars Bars. Th junction near ion there was closed due to some construction work so we continued walking so far and there isnt a traffic light. Huda then got confused w the direction & we ended up walking the wrong way. Haha. We continued walking for like hours, from Shaw House there, to Wisma Atria, Lucky Plaza, Orchard Point, HMV.
At last, we ended up exploring like the whole stretch of the road - whole of Orchard road that area there I guess. That is one MRT stop away. We walked from Orchard MRT to Somersert MRT for real. Haha. Went to eat dinner. At last, we made our way to Far East Plaza & took 518 from there. Tpy ade sesatsesat uh. Haha, kekek sia. It was tiring but fun as well. At least we had a chance to explore them all. We should have gone to SI road show before that, but nevermind.
This post may seem/sound draggy. I may not deliver the fun that we had but whatever. Wanted to post about yesterday but I guess Im too tired to type somemore, and think of words, and the postwill be even more longish, so.
Tmrw will be gg out w Dunmanites w Huda joining us. Then, go out w Huda & Muni. I will update aites [;
Gooooooooood morning people. Kay, I need to sleep soon, 2 plus maybe. Have to wake up at nine tmrw. Byebyebyebyebyebye for nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
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Overseas, EOY, tv.
Posted on: Friday, October 16, 2009
Posted at: 10/16/2009 07:15:00 PM
[Project Hope]
-earthquakes, floods, typhoons
So, what've you been doing for them ? Sit back, and watch, pitying them & hoping you won't suffer the same fate ? I don't know, I just feel like about posting this. People here are so lucky that even w what they have, they're not satisfied. Singapore has no natural disasters, but that does not mean we're always safe. Therefore, help when you can. When you're in need, I believe people will help too, won't they ?

I find this geek cute. Yknow what I mean. He's just, cute. Maaaaaaaan.
Lately, I've been watching tv alot which is veryvery rare this year since CCAs haven't start & now that EOY's over. I hardly watch, really. Maybe two days a week. These days, I usually watch Granada tv, ch 5 and so on. I've been watching the Jeremy Kyle show too, like some kpo.
I find awkward blogging now. Anywayy, let's talk about EOY, like any typical bloggers usually do during this period.
Eng is well, as usual kind of hard, I bet I'll get C5, but Ive to passxz. Math's surprisingly easier than normal so yeah. Sci ? I screwed it. But, pleeeeeease don't let me fail. Malay should be seriously easy but I find it abit hard, Idk why. Maybe cause of the errors. History & Geog's fine. I think I'll get 4 A1s the most. Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.
Watching Singapore Idol, I realise that almost every time how you perform matters alot. Once you screw it, that's it. On court, in the pool, in the concert hall, on the track, it's the same for any athlete, sportsman, performer, dancer. If you train, to get in the team or to be the one chosen to perform, you really have to train seriously, doing your best, always practicing so that you'll be better. I just figured that if you perform badly, then there goes your chance cause the team/group can't afford to lost just because of you. You've to support them instead.
I think I failed, but I'll still hold on strong, cause there's always a shine of hope.
Nothing else to say. I need hot water bottles right this minute. Gdbye for now.
Oh, hi.
Posted on: Thursday, October 15, 2009
Posted at: 10/15/2009 07:43:00 PM

Okay I'm baaaaaackI don't think you miss me, but nevermind.
Actually, I've got lots on my mind I've been thinking to post during the past few days. However, my mind's kind of blank now. So Ill write spontaneously. I know Syazana says she doesn't like my post sometimes, but heck. Eh noooo, I'll update some other time aight. Tomorrow maybe ? [;
2 more days, and it'll be 3 whole months.
Before I go, Please, tag my blog, and make it alive. ):