Hiatus.
Posted on: Monday, September 28, 2009
Posted at: 9/28/2009 09:09:00 PM
I'm posting today for some reasons you dont need to know. (: Fret not, it's the same usual post.
F1 Rocks Singapore~!
It's not that Im outdated or anything, I just happen to post late
& no, Im not an F1 fan ; I just watch it. Somehow, I support Sebastian Vettel. He's not so hot or anything, but IDK why.
F1's Night Race in Singapore - aren't you proud to be a Singaporean ?
Okay, random but this is all for F1.
We performed for MEL already. Okay, not all - 2 more gps to go. It turned out better than I expectd. I used to kind of loathe that subject for there are alot of stuffs required to do and so. However, the performance was great. It was nice watching them perform, and touching ? Hah. Once, when I narrate, I got that blur expression on me but teacher didnt see & Siti's 'cheeky' smile made me laugh and I covered up with a random sentence but it fits. :D
Once, went to C[] w Tyan, Hidayah & Siti. It was fun. I cracked up alot, srsly. And then about the exDamaipri boy. Gosh. I had a fun time tho'.
Ive been pretty busy lately. Netball has just step down due to the coming exams. But Ive got Dnt & revisions to complete. Thanks for helping w Dnt, Syazana & Siti. App it. And to Sang Hyun too.
Day by day, it feels like your features are slowly drifting away from me & it's hard for me to even picture you.
PE is good, as always tho I expected Mr Wong to teach volleyball. Instead, we played our own game. Me - basketball, captains ball. Last period, partnered w Siti & I laughed 95% of the time. Call me irritating, but couldnt help it. Today, Mr Wong said sth that was so hilarious and bad at the same time. I wonder why he ask the first Q tho ? Siti, shh.
Student councillors are chosen.
The 1D ppl were cute just now.
Im revising like mad right now.
Im like trying so hard to balance all the stuffs.
Lastly, I suck at it.
As the days pass, some part of me wants to do better, and succeed. But, the other part, is starting to lose hope. And I think Im really losing hope.MIA
Posted on: Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Posted at: 9/22/2009 05:21:00 PM
Sorry readers, if I broke my so called promise or whtever it is that I'll stop blogging. But, as you can see, it seems that I always succumb to temptation.
So, here goes my another plain dumb boring post:
Im sorry but you, as a bestf, you should know better & not judge on the reaction just like tht. If not, you're not fit to be one tht is, if you considered yourself as one.
School was as usual okay/fun. Strangely, I woke up early today. Hehe. Psl raye dah mkn banyak so banyak energy uh. Missed 39, took 81 instead which cant get any worse. Dayah brought her stick. Sorry darlin' for not telling you about training. I shall post it here. It's on THURSDAY. So bring your stick on that day, okay ?
Ms Alia didnt come. Again. I, absent-mindedly, wrote on the whiteboard using permanent marker. I only noticed only aft writing the instructions down. How stupid is that ? The label is big, you can say. Then, asked for a whiteboard marker. Arif has it. I took a marker. Aft writing a few words & when I wanted to erase an error, only then I realised I used yet ANOTHER permanent marker. -.- Thankfully, on the third time, I realised that dumb mistake of mine and became more observant. Okay, totally broken sentence. Whtever. Wanted to skip Geog but didnt.
Maths is freaking hard now. I realised its not that idu, but its that I forgooooooooooooooot. I must revise you know but Im just a lazybummmmm. Okay, later revise. Let's continue-
I realised influence does play a fairly big part on someone's character. To me, that is.
Ate at KFC w Siti for lunch. Syazana couldnt make it. Lots of funny stuffs happened. Then, went to search for earpiece again. Peace eh. We were erm, silly ? I dont know the exact word for it. Nor do I know how to describe the actions that we did. So, I wont write about it here. Sorry, Siti but Im too dumb to decribe them. At least, I got post okay. Then, lpak w DAMN + Hud for awhile only. Thanks for rushing just to catch the bus I was on yea.
They say they dream of you as a happy person, like you're on top of the world. Right now, I really hope that 'dreams are the opposite of reality' aint true.
Okay, I suddenly feel I sound lame here.
'I think of you, I dream of you, I conjure you up when I need you most. This is all I can do, but to me it isn't enough. It will never be enough, this I know, yet what else is there for me to do? If you were here, you would tell me, but I have been cheated of even that.'
Fri is coming & I think Im gg to be dead, literally.
Come on Aliah, stop procrastinating. To achieve more A1s, you've to focus. Okay, serious-mode. Now,
BEGIN MISSIN' ME
I'll keep my word. So, promise. There you go [;
Damn, this is a long post.
Ciao.
Tiada sehari berlalu ketika aku melupakanmu
Posted on: Monday, September 21, 2009
Posted at: 9/21/2009 10:56:00 PM
Okay, muke tk perlu. Tpy perlu psl gmbr raye dgn Aisyah. '09 punyaa.
I dont like watching this year's raye's dramas for Idw them to put me through the long lasting ordeal again ; unbearable
These two days we ate alotalotalotalot. Pergy sane, pergy sini tuan/puan rumah ckp "Jemput mkn ; jgn malu2.." Tsk. Won't elaborate further.
Ive no idea what happened to me on the first few minutes of Hari Raye's first day. Is is yet another sign waiting for me to respond? If so, what is it indicating ? I cant seem to figure it out.
Azyan♥ Dijah♥ Azwan♥ Aisyah♥ Hisyam♥ Nurul♥ Siti♥ :
Thank you so much for being there, lending a listening ear / a shoulder to cry on, anything. You're the ones whom I really really feel comfortable to talk to, tell a secret / confide in. xo
"Rindu yang mencengkam
Cintaku menambah pilu di sanubari ini
Kenangan lama menjelma kembali
Baru kini kusedari
Segala milik Illahi
Tiada yang kekal abadi
Hanya doa dariku
Moga rohmu dirahmati
Hari raya pasti kan tiba
Bila kau tiada kuharungi jua
Hidup ini berbekalkan
Ketabahan
Kuserah pada Illahi
Moga kehilangan ini
Dapat kupasrahkan hati
Padamu oh Tuhanku
Agar ku menjadi redha"
S: you dont seem as lively anymore. I know what happened ; Ive been thru the same thing as you. You seemed to always try and catch a glance. Are you taking a chance to show your concern ? Idk, but I hope to see you smile again
I: I know what you told her. You always looked in the eye, as if trying to say sth, and I think I know what. I dont like that expression of yours. Im fine, really.
School
Posted on: Friday, September 18, 2009
Posted at: 9/18/2009 06:38:00 PM
Hari Raya '08 w cuzzie Aisyah ; one more puase day then dah boleh raye laa
I dont think this year's raye will be as fun. If jln raye w Dunmanites leceh siket psl rumah smue berkeliaran. It's also 'revise exam' period, then there'll be trainings. Thus, I may not be free if pri sch + bestf ask out.She will not be celebrating w us, nor is he.At times I dont even feel like celebrating. But musnt be selfish in a way. On the other hand Idw want to be 'too happy' either. So, which is right ?
Kite
(L)
Our HML teacher wasnt here again today. Aft writing th instructions, we scribbled on the board. Two teachers 'scolded' us. To one of them, we lied that it is our sch work & she believed. Haha. No one did the work given, including the leader :D
Training:
It was raining when we ran 10 rounds. Lightning were 'everywhere'. Some of the netballers screamed and cover their ears. It was kind of amusing.
Today I slide-d and the scab(w?) was torn. Its looks more ewwww now. Anw, thanks eh Andrea & Kimmie for dressing it [;
Chances given were 'repayed' by sheer disappointment ; what a letdown To Siti: Thanks so much for the card ; I appreciate your concern. Tho' its been a few mths, we just clicked, w those many similarities between us. Its nice to know that you know how I really feel deep inside no matter how I appear to look. Thanks for being there & always guiding me along. Sorry too, if Ive hurt you in any way. Selamat Hari Raya babe (:
Syazana, thanks too for being such a gd friend, darling.
DAMN + Huda: Sorry for not hanging out w you all these days. You just hang out & have fun kay.
Selamat Hari Raye ; maaf zahir & batin to you too. Idk how you are but I hope for all those years, you've forgiven my wrongdoings. &, know that no matter how happy I am celebrating, it doesn't mean I'll forget you. Nor is it going to be the same anymore. w/ love & misses.
*Updated*
So yeah, went to my sch for the parents meeting w my mum. Then met Siti & her mum there & sat together at the hall. Msged Syaff to seat w us and in the msg i got add "..so your mum ade kwn". & she showed her mum. Wth kan. When I slm her, she laughed -.-
Anw, Mrs Neo had a speech then we took our report bk. Terok uh, can be improved further. Cikgu Alia wanted to see our results. The scratching part is funny, haha. Nanti berbau. Siti's result and mine are about the same, really. (not indicating that Siti's result is terok fyi, only mine) Hmph. Our mothers spoke to Mrs Neo. Then blah3, lazy to elaborate further. Ill stop here.
Ive asked my mum to ban me from using comp starting from tmr till last EOY exam ppr. So, probably I wont blog till then unless I use internet at other places. Okay, start missing me now [;
Ill wish in advance,
Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri Maaf Zahir & Batin~!
They pity themselves when they're facing 'small' problems & keep moaning, making a big thing about it. Can't they realise that there are others who are in a much worse state ?
Today's awesome
Posted on: Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Posted at: 9/16/2009 09:00:00 PM
YesterdayyyyHMT was not taught by Cikgu Alia but Cikgu Aliah, which is me, obviously. So hardworking and serious yknow. I write the ans so long as shown. Tapykn, HMT result tak highest uh. Kate jer HMT rep. Memalukan. Yelah, congrats Hidayah♥. [; Siti♥ teased me and all and I act like gangster teacher like tht. Okay lame. Shh. :B
Presenting kumpulan kuning :D We rawk uh.
Tady pat toilet kecoh gyler. Ni smue Harita♥, Syazana♥ & Hidayah♥ nyer psl. Haha. Ni gambar je aku sedekahkan kay.
Monday's training was okay, more than okay perhaps ? But I was really clumsyxz. I looked stupid at some incidents(w?). Once, for the center pass, I twirled 'so semangat'. Then right, tripped over Syahirah big leg and fell. Haha, kidding. But yeah I fell. -.- Now, suddenly one patch of blue black appear w the blood scar. So gross. Laugh uh laugh.I screwed today's court drill. My changing of directions suck. Ive to work on it. And shooting. And the list goes on and on. Please, appear in my dream again. I want to at least see your face in there. ♥ Just now I called Syafirah(L)'s hse & her mum picked up. So paisey ! She kind of talk to me, and I ans like in a dumb+stupid+blur way. -.-Is there anything else for me to write ? Maybe not.4 days to Hari Raya Aidil Fitri !Tpy tk excited sgt uh. Heh.
Hello.
Posted on: Sunday, September 13, 2009
Posted at: 9/13/2009 08:20:00 PM
Cookies la.
&, this damn old picture ; thanks for being there
I think this post is gna be quite long. Think only. Anw, deleted previous post cause I find it abrupt & messy. Will include th stuffs in here.
Friday's netball was tiring. I have to come up w a list of Qs for coach tmrw. I still have to improve alot. Aft training, went hme w Roze, Adelia & Siti. We lepak for awhile and talked about stupid but funny stuffs. Then, took 3 for the first time. Thankfully, we werent 'lost' like the other time.
Buka-ed w Fazril. And mind you, Fazril, not Fadzril -.-
We went Geylang w this 21 year old cousin of his. Walkwalk, very boring uh the bazaar this year. Then, went to Plaza Singapura w Fazril and break fastat Pastamania. He eat alot sia. He even took stupid candid pictures. Like wthhh srsly. Then jln2 at ws, bought stuffs. He sanggup wait for 358 blahblahblah. Thanks for everything anw. Hidayah & Aisyah ajak py geylang but I was hme alrdy. Maybe Tuesday uhhh.
Btw, as said, we baked cookies. It was okay tho' quite soft at first but we baked again and it was crispy.
Today went to NTUC buy kuih/cake ingredients. Kecoh btl. We went round & round. Haha. Saw Hilmi & family btw. Terserempak w Hanani's sister. I didnt notice her till she said hi. And, today didnt go madrasah & she's my madrasah friend. Naseb baek die tk tanye :D
Yesterday night was nice, really. Thanks for everything.
It's funny to actually know that the closest of close can even fall for such ungenuine 'acts'. It should be pretty convincing then. But still, it's a shame to say tht shows you dont really understand it all well, dont you ?I have to study now. So, Ill stop here. Pardon if today's post sounds dumb. Alright, bye for now.
[;
xz
Posted on: Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Posted at: 9/08/2009 09:56:00 PM
This is how bad my drawing/writing is on computer. Not touch screen uhhh.Aft school, didnt go out w Tesya, Huda & some Loyang ppl cause was too tired. Instead, I slept till buke. Hehe. Tiredd yknow. I didnt check my hp till recently & got alot of msg, miss calls from Huda, Muni & Fazril. Fazril ajak go buke. I replied his friend's hp late yesterday cause was in sch. Then, his hp spoilt. Tsk. Now I called, never pick up. Howww ?
Tmrw really rushing uh. I havent tell Mr Ng about my malay class. Ill attend DnT for 3 h instead of 7h. Of course kena scolded right ? Will be leaving netball early, so yeah.DnT, [another] Howwwwwwwwwwww ?
Btw, just now paiseyyyyyyyy. There were many malay boys plus some sec4s at lvl 2 there. We were shooting. Each time I look up, can see the faces then all the shots that can go in go out. Paisey! -.- Tpykn, Siti kembang uhhh. Mentang2 boleh FOCUS -.-"
So, my plan is:
(plan only, not confirmed)
Wednesday: Finish hw. Go to classes & training.
Thursday: Geylang. Bake cookies/kuih w bestf.
Friday: Buke w Fazril. Training.
Wed-Sun: Revise.
Yesterdayyyyyyyyyy!
Went out at night w Huda. We were really crazy. Met Tesya♥. I missed her alot! We should hang out soonxz. Wont elaborate further tho'.
I hope I wont wake up late tmrw or meet Siti late.
I think Ill give my blog a rest for a few days :D
Nothing much
Posted on: Monday, September 7, 2009
Posted at: 9/07/2009 08:38:00 PM
Once again, Selamat BerpuasaIve been to geylang bazaar like twice ? Gg again on Thurs w Huda all. Buy matching costume, perhaps. Who wants to tag along ? Im thinkin' of Tesya, Sabiha, Muni, Qama, Adli etc. So, tell me if you wna join alright ?
Oh no, everybody is like changing to onsugar blahblahblah while Im still so 'commited' to blogger. Get well soon uh bloggerrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Actually, Ive no idea what to blog about.
I need to improve on netball ! Shooting, sprinting, passes, movements. Like EVERYTHING. Improve, improve, improve. Itll be like forever to achieve my target. Still, I want to achieve it. Pressurexz. Okay, I suck [;
Th MEL class was fun. But th skit we have to put up sucks. Its so fast la.
Aft MEL, didnt take pics for the malay project cause Hidayah & Ryhan didnt bring their costumes. Harita was so mad at Ryhan tht she asked him to take half-naked and he didnt want. Cause it kind of fit in kampong days. But in th end, agreed, and requestd Syazwan to do th same. Wth kan but of course tk jady. So yea, Wed I figured Ill be long during Malay cause need to do lots of stuffs. Ill attend 1h late too cause there's netball. Then, aft Malay, there's DnT. Mr Ng is gg to get mad. I need to rushrushrush~!
Okay, Ive nth to say :B
Till here.
MAYBE ill edit if there's sth else ;D
Cross Country ++
Posted on: Friday, September 4, 2009
Posted at: 9/04/2009 07:12:00 PM
Muke relek uh. Well, IDC.
Ini Siti [Zulaikha].
Cross Country '09!We went to Bedok Reservoir by ourselves. Took 358 to Whitesands int w Siti♥. Met Daphne & Camillia in th bus. Then, we took 21. Quite alot of Dunmanites whom I know and don't. Th journey was quite long. We were late. Reachd there ard 7.50, I think ? Siti freaked out, again -.- saying got detention la what la. Tsk. But of course, so many Dunmanites were late uh.
Didnt really stetch before th run cause Idw to be so enthu & somemore, the grass so dirty. Thankfully, didnt have any aches or whtsoever. I ran cause didnt fast. I mean, jog & run - w Netballers♥ Kimmie, Joyann, Jeeyann, Jasmine, Vivian, Cherie & ♥Ee Shan, Yit Phin. Syafirah ajak me run w her but shes damn fast! She got second okaaay. Syazana♥ & Siti they all fast so never run. When it started, everybody like ran, like elphants like tht. LOL. So kanchong. Some sprint, action so fast then later pancet -.- Im not like tht uh. Ish. So, I jog/ran non stop for the first 2.5 km ard there. Then stopped like, 5 times. Some of us were already running alone. I could see tht Vivian & Kimmie was trying to catch up at th back. For the last water point, took a bottle & stop to drink. Haha. My face so red laaaa. Everytime like tht. Hmph. I wantd to vomit then once, got th disgusting sound like tht. Heh. Then Ellis (sp?) heard then asked if I was alright. We are acqauintances, not friends & it was pretty embarassing la. Then, hang ard w Hidayah♥ etc.
In your face. So much for being proud & confident. Now, who's th winner between us ?I got 8th :D
Haha, not kembang uh ! But Im a very humble person, just so yknow. Just tht, I didnt expect tht. But it was like a bonus run cause most of th Malays didnt run so yeah. If Syahirah [sec2] were to run, confirm first. Superwoman :D
Ms Siti asked th netballers to get top3 for all lvls. Wth ? Tht is sure not my task.
At first I told Siti I got 16th and she laughed her head off. Ill remember tht man. Just you wait. Siti said she wants to get 7th next year and beat me. Then my aim is to beat her next year and at least get top 30 ? Heh. And, when I smile at th camera, I think I looked stupid. Tsk.
Well, thanks for those who congratulate me ya~Ohyea, the portable tolet is super duper DISGUSTING. So damn smelly and dirty. I had to hold my breath while changing there. Tsk. Ive to say Siti is silly today wht w th shirt thing and th bus when she was teasing me and didnt hold anything, she fell onto me. So funny !
Aft tht, went to ws. Daphne, Cam & Khairul they all went too but separately. Bought earpiece but it sucks, srsly. Someone buy from me ? Its red but doesnt match my MP4 uh. Saw Salihin's bro. He looked, didnt know whether he recognise me.
I guess tht's all for today's event ?
Huda♥, I hope he'll be okay.
Oh no, I miss Bibik Santi♥ alot !
She's like my own sister. I need her to confide in. I need her shoulders to cry on. I need her hug. She's really th only one whom I feel comfortable to share my problems & feelings. I guess I have to hold all in for another 5 mths+/-. Please. Please, don't disappoint me or Idk wht to say anymore.
Im not catching up w studies and I can predict tht results will be disappointing.
Im not catching up w homeworks, and I have countless of overdue maths.
Im not really catching up w netball. My passes etc are kind of lousy.
Im not catching up w life, Im like forever haunted by it.
'Very soon', I want to get at least a few A1s and no C5 and below. I want to hand in hws on time. I want to at least get my basics right. I want to focus on my life.
Holidays are still like school days cause:
Saturday, Monday, Tue/Wed/Thurs, Fri : Netball
Wednesday : DnT
Monday & Tuesday : MEL
Monday : Meet Ryhan, Hidayah, Syzwan & Harita for malay thingy.
Wednesday : Malay
So friends, refer here first if you wna hang out yeah.But I really need to confide in badly. Im tired of holding it inOMG. This post is really long :B
Have fun during th holidays, people (:
TAG UH! ):
Ini post la, abey.
Posted on: Thursday, September 3, 2009
Posted at: 9/03/2009 06:50:00 PM
'Suuuuuuuuuuup ?
When is blogger gg back to normal ?
Okay, let's start about todaaaay :D
Last common test paper !I find tht HMT was th easiest. Got math test back ; was really baaaaaaad.
Im freaking over Sci. I dont wanna failxz. I need to at least pass all.
Blame it on my lazyness + procrastination + complacency. Okay, heck.
After school, shot nets for awhile. Then, went to WS to meet Muni, Itah, Deb & some Loyang guys. Siti followed. In th end, didnt meet th guys / Irwan cause Irwan kaki bengkak, hah.
While waiting for them w Siti, searchd for earphones. Currently, my earphone's right side's spoilt. Need to save money & buy th cheap one.Preferably th 30 bucks.
Debby was late. AGAIN. & again, and again. Quite a number of boys check mainly Nasyitah out. Can't help it - she's damn pretty. Took 358 & Siti went home. The rest of us lepak bwh blk. Semue tk puase. Aft all tht, Deb hung out at my place.
Syazana, choose a black matching bag ?
Tomorrow's Cross Country ! Shit. Should I runnnnnnnnnnnnnn ? I want, but later tired. But surely won't get top 15. Top 50 can uh. Or later. Haha. We shall see [;
Right now, Im saving up my pocket money to buy stuffs!
Why am I so hyper today & so quiet in thhe morning ?
Okay, stop.
♥D.A.M.N.!