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Let's cut this short.
I'm cool.
Im not an optimist neither am I a pessimist but a realist.
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How you've lived in me
Posted on: Sunday, January 30, 2011
Posted at: 1/30/2011 10:59:00 AM
Cooped in my dark roomPosted at: 1/30/2011 10:59:00 AM
drops of rain, wind howling
everything looks so gloom
everything's drowning
Let's try liven it up
Happy Birthday to you
Scents, voice, sounds of you
theyre no more in any places I went to
only things I could hold on to
w all this pain, to get me through
When youre close to tears
but youre smiling
invaded by fears
even on this day, it's all about feigning
Supposed to be my role model
still no doubt i looked up w admiration
why did you bottle
i couldve helped you w all the frustration
Forgive me, i was too young to
understand, and dig deep
but i appreciate what we clung on to
forever i will keep
Birthdays mark our ages
for me, it's about how long youve lived in me
filled my memories of you in pages
only for me to see
W you carved in me, it made me stronger
to overcome all
so lets not ponder
but put up the wall
Now why are you so blue
w smiles reaching my eyes barely
so much love and misses to whom i forever value
I wish you a deserving Happy Birthday already
forever down the road
Posted on: Friday, January 28, 2011
Posted at: 1/28/2011 03:33:00 PM
Posted at: 1/28/2011 03:33:00 PM
"Nothing is impossible."Wtv reality it is that has been thought to be, there are things way beyond our imagination.
Even for a realist, what is reality anyway ?
Hihihihi
Posted on: Saturday, January 22, 2011
Posted at: 1/22/2011 06:41:00 PM
Posted at: 1/22/2011 06:41:00 PM
Helloooo.Youre staring at a pict similar to my fb dp. And I feel awkward actlly, 'cause I v seldom take a pict of myself (at least as of now, HAHA.) Anw, Ive been kinda busy. Sooo, agn, London & camps are gna postpone, 'cause I rlly have to recall back things and everything. So when I feel like posting even tho itll be way outdated, I will aight.
Anw.
Sch life can be upped abit. Ive been adapting, yeay. I think i rlly improved in my maths, compared to last year which was DISASTROUS. Chem theory is abit confusing 'cause tb info is all over th place.
And, Im really distraught, yes distraught Im not fit now. It's like last year, Im th first girl to fnish 2.4 in my class ? And this year 5 rounds im like th almost 20th o.o and few girls I used to win, is now much faster. And in nball 5 rds is like chicken, they'd just run, not jog to complete it. Ughh. And my inclined pull ups I managed to do 11 then I drop down dead, and for that, it's not even clear whether I hit th line laaaa. When I used to do like 17. Lastly, I went to mjc for like aft Idk how many months, 'cause it's far now. I managed to run 3 rds 7 mins, so if 6 rds = 16 / 17 mins ? Isnt that like failing ?!?!! Must get my 13 / 14 mins back. HELPPPPPPPPP. Someone motivate & train w me can ? Winks. Ohyes, and also th worse part is, my face is like tomato red aft I excercise, and it's so weird in my class, 'cause no one's face is, and well not rlly used to it.
Kay, blabbered too much. I just hope I can fulfill one of my 2011 resolution -> get back all my As for every NAPFA sttn except SBJ which I just passed on th dot last year. Aiya, my legs are too fat, how to pass this year, Idk. -.- Okay goodbye, hopefully I can post more cheerful things in future. Maybe Ill start posting tumblr picts agn in between to update ? Alright, talk to my damn face there k. :* oh and btw, I know that my curtain is like th toilet curtain, hehe.
K i gotta run now. See ya.
);
Posted on: Friday, January 14, 2011
Posted at: 1/14/2011 07:42:00 PM
Posted at: 1/14/2011 07:42:00 PM
I miss living right next to her, frequent late night calls, sleep overs, hanging out, crashing into each other's cribs, spending time w each others families, and it goes on.I miss my bestfriend, my father, TASH4, neighbours, other close friends sometimes even 2B'10 & nballers, it goes on too.
I know Im an emomomo now. I just need my blog to turn to, hah.
Ill keep on adapting and adapting. Dont wrry. Winks.
Ohyeah, I rlly need to buck up my studies, but who's gna teach me ?
Mark & Sang used to be th usual ones to guide esp Maths, but that was then.
Okay see you~ London & my 2 camps update next time.
So far.. 2011 ? It ain't getting any better.
happy new year
Posted on: Monday, January 3, 2011
Posted at: 1/03/2011 07:28:00 AM
Hello.Posted at: 1/03/2011 07:28:00 AM
It's a new year now, and I know I havent been updating. Maybe 'cause Ive got tumblr now, and Im not in th v best mood these days. Haha. But no one is probably reading much now, ay.
Yeah Ive watched Gullivers Travel. Damnnnnnnnnnnnnnn nice, so funny. (Y) and been hanging ard Tamp and downtown only these days. Yeah didnt celebrate new year, what w Deb just moved, dmn friends not hanging out, and other friends not celebratng out this year and i just dont have th mood to. Regretted tho' 'cause I couldve taken some nice photos, I guess. Dayah got a new cute hp, 'cause it's like mine, hehe. And TASH4 outing always cancel. I hold it on you, Hud. Heh.
Guess what ? Went to TM today blah blah, otw up to escalator I suddenly rmmbrd gg out w Deb's family, missing her and all. And th next min I bumped into her. Ahhh. Telepathy. Imysmmmmmmmmmmmmm. ): i rlly do. (L)
Anw, sch's tmrrw (noooo). And well I hope itll be fun (fat hope, at least maybe only 10% compared to last year's fun). Haritaaaa, im counting on you, and only a few others. Plus theres th camp, and realised I actlly missed out alot. I dont have th damn packing list, didnt know need to bring blah blah blah. Great. Luckily Ive got Dayah. Ugh.
Honestly I sense some of us drifting apart. Or maybe Im too paranoid. I just hope ASS.H will still be close next year onwards ? Well. All friends in 3D, and I hope itll still be th same as well as those peeps in 2B'10. But im not a peer pressurised person, and wtv will be will be. I miss you 2B guys, I rlly do and will miss out th fun. Alot. Gtta hang out w all girls only this year... yeah. :L
&, excel (as much as im pessimistic abt this,) Im sure we will do okay. If you think I can, you can too ! Th 3Bs are nice, and whats impt youve got Bio. Im jealous ! & thanks for still being there, aft all this, heh. (x Okay so im srry if you dont receive souvenirs, 'cause I only bought for requested ones, and a v few others. So thats to you who dont even think of buying me anything when you claim youre close. (; Hehehe.
And Im a freeloader now, so I guess my current aim is only for studies, and getting back to fitshape. But I didnt attempt my assessment bk at all. Yet. Hm.
So have a great day ! And send you luck to me. Srsly, I need it. Thanks~