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Aliah, who ?
Let's cut this short.
I'm cool.
Im not an optimist neither am I a pessimist but a realist.
DebbyRS, ☮♥(:
Four words for you:
My Blog's So Me.
the next second all i know is youre gone
Posted on: Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Posted at: 9/29/2010 07:35:00 PM
Posted at: 9/29/2010 07:35:00 PM
I'm just taken aback that sth w so much significance can become such a trivial thing aft a period of time. Everything's so uncertain.
Ever since you left, there are so much changes Ive to adapt & I cant catch up.
Things have changed. Alot, for me. Not for them. They just dont understand.
Youre th one that hold all this tgt and I freaking cant cope w/o you here, I need you. I srsly do.
to others, i love you alot too
Posted on: Sunday, September 26, 2010
Posted at: 9/26/2010 03:04:00 PM
Posted at: 9/26/2010 03:04:00 PM
dude, help.
Posted on: Thursday, September 23, 2010
Posted at: 9/23/2010 04:46:00 PM
Posted at: 9/23/2010 04:46:00 PM
I AM CURRENTLY SUPER STRESSED W DNT. (pissed abit too i think)I did my best to be so on-task and end up lagging way behind.
Ive to do 2 tablet pc, not even 1 done, when I thought it was.
It wouldnt matter so much if EOY isn't round th corner.
Damn. It's EOY. Eee Ohhh Whyyyyyyy.
=STREAMING.
& if I get top 15 in class, I'll get a free $1000+ DSLR.
Yeah right, when im currently 38th. Obese hope there.
Why must I be th top 40 in standard in sec1 ? But that was only sec1.
^79#$%& D:
I REALLY REALLY WNA DO WELL.
But I cant concentrate w this never ending Dnt.
I wna cry. Okay, gna cont. );
PRESSURISED BIG TIME.
PRESSURISED BIG TIME.
yeah, im serious abt th upcoming exam. I dont wna be disappointed.
everything's really up to you
Posted on: Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Posted at: 9/21/2010 12:03:00 AM
Posted at: 9/21/2010 12:03:00 AM
It's been aired & on th news. Well, no further comments by me.End up not gg for th Marina kite flying. Sad.
Ill keep posting (although I really desp want to try my best studying)
*procrastinating*
busy now
Posted on: Sunday, September 19, 2010
Posted at: 9/19/2010 05:34:00 PM
Posted at: 9/19/2010 05:34:00 PM
& so Ive learnt. Right now, Ive so many things I want to do. But that'll start aft EOY. Holding on is not th best solution. Giving up does not make you weak, instead you'll be doing yourself a hell lot of favour only if it ain't right for you, believe me. It could lead you to a way better path.yes, I'm glad I did. *smiles
hey daddy, i carried your name in the newspaper
Posted on: Saturday, September 18, 2010
Posted at: 9/18/2010 11:43:00 AM
Posted at: 9/18/2010 11:43:00 AM
Been mad busy w school. EOY's is TWO WEEKS' time. Have alot to revise. Math's like everything from sec1. Streaming now. Ugh. I need time. I need time, im not ready. Im so not ready.
I'm really chiong-ing my DnT. I was th 1st to get materials & start tablet but Ive to do 2 tablets instead of one and my artefact's so complicated & I ended up lagging behind. So much for being on task. ): and then there's art, and tons of hw. Overdued somemore.
Other than that, I really enjoy sch. 2B's an amazing class. I luv. Just for few updates:
Thursday Straits Times photoshoot - yeah, Im th Dunman Life Sci geek rep. (8 Took 45 mins for one damn pict. Whaaaaaaaaat ?
Channel News Asia also came. Besides photos, me and dear Amanda was filmed doing th micropipette thing. (!) It was so funny, we had to freeze and whatnot. Then th zooming tak perlu, so big & near.
But I really gained experience, now I know how photoshoots & films in news etc are made. Kinda honoured actlly to rep and we had fun ! Yeay.
Friday Step Up 3 w Hairyta. (Y)
Today - Ive got open hse. So just come in th door k 'cause it's open for ya. Alright, gotto meet Debby now.
Love.
thoughts at this nighttime
Posted on: Monday, September 13, 2010
Posted at: 9/13/2010 02:50:00 AM
"Fuck the people who said they care about you. If they really cared they would be there when you fuck up or at least stay with you when you’re at your worst. If they really gave two shits about you they wouldn’t leave you in a mess to solve your own problems and give you some lame excuse like ‘You changed’. Do they even talk to you? Or have they realised you two are better off as strangers? Think about it, they never gave a fuck about you and even if they did, they didn’t give enough to stick with you when things got rough. So suck it up princess, they’re not worth fighting for. Move on."
Posted at: 9/13/2010 02:50:00 AM
-heysoulmate's
<3
they are what they do
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Posted at: 9/13/2010 12:35:00 AM
Posted at: 9/13/2010 12:35:00 AM
Sometimes we expect more from others, because we would be willing to do that much for them.
full of love
Posted on: Friday, September 10, 2010
Posted at: 9/10/2010 02:19:00 AM
Posted at: 9/10/2010 02:19:00 AM
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin ! Celebrate this special occasion filled w luv. It's never th same anymore w/o you. It's, incomplete.
Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, where I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.
narrow minded
Posted on: Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Posted at: 9/08/2010 01:53:00 PM
Posted at: 9/08/2010 01:53:00 PM
When things go wrong, there's a beauty in it somehow, but we're just too caught up w th negative impact to think of all these possibilities.had me going in many ways
Posted on: Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Posted at: 9/07/2010 12:02:00 PM
Posted at: 9/07/2010 12:02:00 PM
Meet my bestz. We had sleepover & baked nestum cookies for raye.
She's th girl who had me believing that you can have a friendship so strong.
I luv how we treat each other's family as our own. I luv how we could just call each other up & th next min we can be there for each other. I luv how she would disrupt my sleep by 'breaking into' my hse w/o me knowing & forcing me to wake up even tho' it can be irritating. I luv how her room is filled w picts of me. I luv how we have so much in common from fashion to passion. Most imptly, I luv how close we both are, that we could share anything and be whatever. She has made me accept every single thing about her, even her flaws because that's what make her special too. Altho' we've influenced each other, we still have our own identity - we haven't lost ourselves for I too hate wannabes. Distance & time has proved us strong. We're still close even aft parting ways for sec sch life, still close even aft I moved when our blocks were just opp. I know she's gg thru some stuff you wouldnt want to experience now, & Im proud of how strong she is, how she control her emotions. But Ive got her back. & we hadn't fought once at all, because whenever there's a conflict we know each other well enough to work it out tgt.
I luv you Debby Rian Seraffina.
See, I praise you instead of blog about what we've been up to these days.
Special is you to me. :b
☮♥(:
treasures
Posted on: Saturday, September 4, 2010
Posted at: 9/04/2010 03:17:00 PM
Posted at: 9/04/2010 03:17:00 PM
Yest we skipped xcountry 'xcept for Dayah who got 21st, congrats ! I nvr go 'cause right if I never win, my heart will drop Hahaha. Btw, I relinquish my 8th last year position & Jia Xuan got 7th ! Congrats wo de baobei~ & Excel, you tried your best alrdy, 25th not bad what. Cheer up ! :DDD
Anyhoo, Harita went to my hse @ 7 so I had to wake up, then went to Syazana's crib at 9.
Compass pt to buy ingredients & Subway -> Dayah came -> bake cookies - successful ! (semangat nk 500 -.-) -> slept -> camwhored.
A whole lot of funs in between. I likexz. (Y) (:
Im glad that we now spend more time w each other, compared to last time. I realised how much Ive been missing out w them when I was in nball. Everything has its pros & cons, dont they ? Anw, Im just glad you guys manage to have fun despite th 'incident' which do affect all of us even badly for some of you. So, I hope we shall stay strong till graduation & we shall let no one come in our way, altho' we do have our other close friends in sch. We shan't be selfish and have all of us to ourselves, as long as we still stay tgt. Idw any of us to drift away for I also do know how much this means to mdear Dayah. I dont want her to go thru anymore which will hurt her. Aww, haha. So, thanks for everything & I love you all. ♥
up to you
Posted on: Friday, September 3, 2010
Posted at: 9/03/2010 10:48:00 PM
Posted at: 9/03/2010 10:48:00 PM
If Im not treating you as bfore, dont blame me 'cause whenever I act normal, you kept a distance somehow. So I shall heed that. Anw, If you didnt tell, it'll be as bad. Because frankness is what I want aft all. And I nvr said Im done trying, just that your actions trap me and Ive run out of things to do to make you happy. Btw, Im just glad w/o me now, everything is gg perfect & youre happy. Worse come to worst, at least his company will replace mine, except th feeling you get now is stronger. Winks. Alright, this shall be th last post. I dont want to post about this anymore. I feel stupid.
Precisely, NOTHING ELSE.
Keep pushing me away, & Ill drift further away from you.
smile yaw
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Posted at: 9/03/2010 01:44:00 AM
Posted at: 9/03/2010 01:44:00 AM
Go on and tell ppl from A to Z.I'm kinda bothered at th num of ppl who knows & have no idea what's shared, but
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH LET'S LAUGH IT OFF!
Lighten your burden & confide k. I'm th villain, muahaha.
I've gone crazy. I shan't be disturbed.
I tried, really tried, you made me....... want to give up. But I won't tho. Your actions make me realise how fragile it is, dont provide me faith that we can hold on strong. Idk how to handle it, so I shant do anything now. It's freakin' th hell out of me. Even when I try to act normal, it's still wrong. Wtv I do to make it work, it's never right for you. It has somehow reached my limit. Pls dont cry. I'm still frank, I will change for no one.
Okay, I shall lead my life as per normal, not wallow in self-pity. Laughs. I shan't bring down th mood of others who luv me. It was th first time Dayah saw me angry. :o
I got a feeling Im gna post picts soon. Deb & me pending. :D
Have a great day yo peepol~!
"Happy looks good on you." -Lucas Scott.
so im th bad one now,
Posted on: Thursday, September 2, 2010
Posted at: 9/02/2010 01:02:00 AM
Posted at: 9/02/2010 01:02:00 AM
Still cant upload photos from ipod ! ):< Yest2 went back to PV. (L) I received a flower. HAHA.
I want unlimited text messages but Idw to change my dear number. ): Tskkkkkk. It can really save $.
If it's not for th release of results, I'd probably skip sch tmrw and make kueh / send Syaffiq off @ Changi Airport / out w Deb 'cause she's skipping too.
Our cookies failed just now, damn sad can. Waste $ all, but well.
Alright, I shall off & my sleeping pattern is still so irregular. :L
FUCKING DONT KNOW
Posted on: Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Posted at: 9/01/2010 03:53:00 AM
Posted at: 9/01/2010 03:53:00 AM
*reblogged*
I'm just a bad friend who doesn't know how to take care of your feelings.
I try to clear and im being such an dumbfreak asshole agn who only hurts you.
At least I feel talking will solve it better.
I dont know what else to do. You dw to talk ? Then forever we'll carry on this way huh ? There are things in between.
I hate it that I hurt you, how I spoiled your mood, I really hate it that I can't seem to make you happy. But thing is, Im just being myself and I have no idea what I have to do to make you happy as well as get it done in th proper way.
I guess Im just not gd enough for I f-ing dont know how to live up to your expectations of me. Wtv, Im glad youve got others to cheer you up. You should app them more, than this shit here.
Im so lost. I really am. I suck, I dont even know how to make my close friend happy. Wth Aliah.
tag if ya pls
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Posted at: 9/01/2010 12:52:00 AM
Posted at: 9/01/2010 12:52:00 AM
Say hi to Lady Gaga.My sleeping pattern's super duper damn gargantuan mega mcspicy screwed up.
Lastly, say hi to this nocturnal creature.
