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You may know me better by readin' my blog, but that does not mean you know me best still.
Let's make it a happy world
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Voice It Out
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Aliah, who ?
Let's cut this short.
I'm cool.
Im not an optimist neither am I a pessimist but a realist.
DebbyRS, ☮♥(:
Four words for you:
My Blog's So Me.
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Posted on: Sunday, August 29, 2010
Posted at: 8/29/2010 02:40:00 AM
Posted at: 8/29/2010 02:40:00 AM
Laughs. Her smile just spoils, srsly. UGHxz.
Ipod has no internettttttt. I cant upload photos I saved in there, alot. ):
Btw, thanks Dayah & Harita for Fri. <3
Don't want you to leave, 'cause that's bullshit it won't solve anything, won't make me happier. I need your company.
And, Idk what's gg on w your mind right now, really.
WHATSUP
Posted on: Friday, August 27, 2010
Posted at: 8/27/2010 12:38:00 AM
Posted at: 8/27/2010 12:38:00 AM
I'm having a break, or rather procrastinating halfway thru revising. Used laptop for lit notes & I think I'd better study my own notes. Been taking naps then revise late at night 'cause apparently I'm a nocturnal creature. Watched hockey YOG w Azyan & Huda. I luv how they are so flexible & will go out whenever. <3
Bye to YOG - ive been a faithful supporter ever since okay, hah.
Baking w Deb & maybe Hud for raye. & Huda's bday coming. I know she is so gg to get DSLR. Her aunt always asks what she wants. Debby is getting it too. Me ? Hopefully. So checking DSLRs next wk too & maybe go bazaar.
Btw, I just earned myself a scar (permanent?) thanks to DnT's hot air gun which burnt my skin. Cool much.
Harita, thanks for being there babe. I luv how you really understand everything that you teared. Luv you much. (My turn to post uh ! but v short. nvm, actions speak louder !)
&, i dont know who you are anymore. Th impression I had MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE from when I was young of you, suffering so much thanks to that impression which turned out to be not entirely true at all, till I felt self-pity. Pathetic much ? I'm sorry. I know th bond's true & all, but I really hope you're peaceful now tho'. I'm still trying to accept whatever that has happened & not let it affect anything because there's no one better, isn't it ?
OMG K 1 ALREADY. K I HOPE MY BRAIN WILL REGISTER WELL. :D
peace for all
Posted on: Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Posted at: 8/24/2010 10:19:00 PM
Posted at: 8/24/2010 10:19:00 PM
update
Posted on: Saturday, August 21, 2010
Posted at: 8/21/2010 08:26:00 PM
Posted at: 8/21/2010 08:26:00 PM
I'm happy w my CT results. Much more better than always, aft dropping out of nball. But I miss them. Hist 29/30 & I actlly passed Maths which I thought I'd fail badly. Anw, alot of things happen but I won't blog about them. No time. But me & Harita have crapp-ed alot tgt now. Hehe.
Above picts are from yest YOG handball. Freaking fun, will always rmmbr. Soooooo many hot guys. I was so enthu, th official photographer I guess took a few photos of me. Haha. So watched 4 matches, for 7h blaaaah reached hme at 1130pm.
Kkk gtg, no time to use comp so much alrdy. Common test's coming. See you.
you
Posted on: Monday, August 16, 2010
Posted at: 8/16/2010 09:51:00 PM
Cutting th post short,
Posted at: 8/16/2010 09:51:00 PM
“Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.”
& I guess I've identified them. I like how they just do know. Thanks for everything. ♥
I kinda dislike it how you don't, 'cause you were th best all along, but this isn't your type of thing. I'm not giving up.
I know you're there
Posted on: Sunday, August 15, 2010
Posted at: 8/15/2010 06:07:00 PM
Posted at: 8/15/2010 06:07:00 PM
It was real, everything was told.It's too much too take in, cut me deep down of different emotions.
But I won't break down in front of anyone.
Despite all, I love you to bits, it has never changed. That's how strong, 'cause I'm your blood, & I know I was your pillar of strength in all.
I just need to cope, that's all. I miss you so & I'm still cryin' out for you to be right here & tell me what you think is best & how you really are.
But it's all a stupid fantasy of mine, isn't it ? You're forever gone. & your soul's forever w me.
emma watson
Posted on: Saturday, August 14, 2010
Posted at: 8/14/2010 11:29:00 PM
Posted at: 8/14/2010 11:29:00 PM
New 'cut. YOG's great & all but th opening.......
what were they thinking ? :o
No doubt China's will be 10000x better. Omg, th Olympics was already like super grand. Furthermore, they've got 6 years to plan, more than twice from what we've got. Oh well.
emo bitch for entertainment
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Posted at: 8/14/2010 12:01:00 AM
Posted at: 8/14/2010 12:01:00 AM
WARNING: this post will make you go ".____. oh whatever. -.-' "
Figure I'm gna tell you first.
I want to know so badly, it's been, my god, for years already. But I realised I'm not ready to embrace the truth. I shut it out.Even then, I don't know what to expect. Maybe I somewhat do but I don't want to assume, before knowing th truth myself. It can be a hard thing to deal, as claimed. But it may also just be a piece of news, which Ive known hidden at the back of my head all along, so it won't be that a big deal. But still.
Somehow, I'm afraid to unravel this part of you.
Funny how you've brought me up, but it's like I don't know you well, I admit. & I'm never gna know you any better. I have no solid memory of us in recent years at all. Nothing much to remind me of you.
I don't know what to do, when I can overcome all this. Most probably never in my life.
I'm scared. I have no idea already, why I'm being such a freak when it comes to this. Hate it, hate how you, stalker, are gna read this & be like wth w this girl. Still posting.
But I do know you're irreplaceable, & that's why I'm still struggling so much with it all. I don't know why I'm still defending for th past, pushing away what's in store ahead of me. When I know it's not getting me anywhere, since it will all be for nothing.
Maybe it's 'cause it's unfair you had to go through all that, so that's why I'm still as stubborn. Even though knowing it'll all be wasted, even though I'm hurting people in th process.
But they're hurting me too, they never wanted to hear me voice out. All's planned.
It's like I want to patch up what you've been trying to all along, all that has made you so remorseful which hurts. & I'm carrying on. I'm so naive. All is lost, but I'm keeping faith in you, in everything even though I know it won't change like how I visualise. Impossible.
'cause all that's left is me fighting, alone. It's stupid, childish, crazy, useless. Complicated.
The pieces are still messed up ever since then. She doesn't know. I'm disappointed.
holiday
Posted on: Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Posted at: 8/11/2010 09:40:00 PM
Posted at: 8/11/2010 09:40:00 PM
Shortly,Sat: Fireworks w Deb & fam.
Sun: Out w Hud, Deb & Riyanda. <3
today, puase. Insya'Allah won't batal unnecessary.
&, PE was fun to th max ! :DDD *many thumbs up*
K done, ltr I flood somemore k. Ehehe.
I don't write trivial but v hilarious & fun moments between friends, 'cause everyday everybody experience them. So. (:
Live our dreams; Fly our flag
Posted on: Monday, August 9, 2010
Posted at: 8/09/2010 12:00:00 AM
Posted at: 8/09/2010 12:00:00 AM
Then PCK -> Sakura buffet -> The Last Airbender
&, today
HAPPY 45TH SINGAPORE !
♥♥♥♥♥♥
It's where I belong, 'cause everyday Im at th same place. Hah.
I hope she'll establish to be more successful. YEAY.
yes, it's small & you guys can be so negative but I am grateful & proud.
Okay. I don't think I'm gg anywhere for this special day. ): Sab ajak watch fireworks, or others Marina Barrage blah blah. Maybe I'll just go Sengkang or sth and aft that go home to watch the NDP @ tv. Clearer. Or maybe just get homework done at hme. Alright, have fun you all !
Luv luv Singapura. :o
To show some app ah, let's put the lyrics lah. Maybe you'll be inspired mah. Read hor.
It's a brand new day, a brand new story
I remember the way it used to be
We've come so far.
You're my history, you're my beginning
In all I've done
been nurtured in your arms
And you've carried me this far
I want to sing,
sing a song for Singapore
with every generation
there's more to be grateful for
So come and sing
sing a song for Singapore
You're my brother, you're my sister,
I'm thankful for my Singapore
My Singapore, my Singapore.
Come together everybody
Fly the flag and share our story
Live our wildest dreams
Celebrate the red and white
The moon and stars in harmony unite
Let every colour every heart
Come on and sing,
sing a song for Singapore
with every generation
there's more to be grateful for
So come and sing
sing a song for Singapore
You're my brother, you're my sister,
I remember the way it used to be
We've come so far.
You're my history, you're my beginning
In all I've done
been nurtured in your arms
And you've carried me this far
I want to sing,
sing a song for Singapore
with every generation
there's more to be grateful for
So come and sing
sing a song for Singapore
You're my brother, you're my sister,
I'm thankful for my Singapore
My Singapore, my Singapore.
Come together everybody
Fly the flag and share our story
Live our wildest dreams
Celebrate the red and white
The moon and stars in harmony unite
Let every colour every heart
Come on and sing,
sing a song for Singapore
with every generation
there's more to be grateful for
So come and sing
sing a song for Singapore
You're my brother, you're my sister,
I'm thankful for my Singapore
My Singapore, my Singapore
We've had our ups and downs
Sometimes the best things are taken for granted
You’re my family, you’re my home.
My Singapore, my Singapore
We've had our ups and downs
Sometimes the best things are taken for granted
You’re my family, you’re my home.
2 years later
Posted on: Friday, August 6, 2010
Posted at: 8/06/2010 11:54:00 PM
Posted at: 8/06/2010 11:54:00 PM
At last, lunch w TASH4. 
We should hang out agn sometime. ♥
Delyah
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Posted at: 8/06/2010 11:24:00 PM
Posted at: 8/06/2010 11:24:00 PM
You've been there at my worse times.You're the only one there at the worst day of my life. & I'm v grateful.
& i know you're gg thru a rough journey in your life now.
But I dont get th whole thing, but I won't probe any further still. I'll give you space.
& I realised that we don't confide in each other as much as we feel we need to. Maybe it's 'cause we find solace by making each other's day when we hang out.
Im glad you've got him to support you all th while tho'.
I want to bring you out, and make you feel better. & I am literalling rotting at home.
So, I just hope you're alright 'cause it doesn't feel good to know you're keeping all this to yourself.
I luv you babe.
279
Posted on: Thursday, August 5, 2010
Posted at: 8/05/2010 11:20:00 PM
Posted at: 8/05/2010 11:20:00 PM
My laptop's can be used now !
Im thinking of creating tumblr, but changed my mind.
& i know, my post has become a bit diff, shorter, but Im like flooding.
I'll still do even if you dont tag. But it's better if you do though. (:
okay, have to wake up early tmrw. Night.
No one does it like th way you do
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Posted at: 8/05/2010 11:15:00 PM
Posted at: 8/05/2010 11:15:00 PM
So who's got me now ?
Even she doesn't try to save me when I fall. She'd leave me alone to pick myself up but I know you wouldve come rushing to me instead. I need you.
277
Posted on: Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Posted at: 8/04/2010 08:31:00 PM
Posted at: 8/04/2010 08:31:00 PM
Whoa, Jia Xuan made me fall 'glamly'. Until everyone at th stairs look down.._______.
Okay, revising Sci Test now. There's alooooooooot to memorise, word for word. Hope I can at least pass. Gna burn midnight oil. [:
Ta.
Not hook ups
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Posted at: 8/04/2010 08:29:00 PM
Posted at: 8/04/2010 08:29:00 PM
Inspired
Posted on: Monday, August 2, 2010
Posted at: 8/02/2010 11:01:00 PM
Posted at: 8/02/2010 11:01:00 PM
Everything but, her hair's <3.Hello
Posted on: Sunday, August 1, 2010
Posted at: 8/01/2010 08:33:00 PM
Posted at: 8/01/2010 08:33:00 PM
Let's have a proper update now.
Math class test was not well done, 'cause of my freaking + & - sign but I did th steps correct. $&(%&% so pissed. That one sect which pulled all down. But tuition's test 90%. Ehehe. Actly teacher got help one, but everyone else too. Anw, I realised Ive weird stationeries in my pencil box I think Mark exchange them. -.-
Now I know 1-10 in, Tamil, Korean & Thai. Hehhh. Thanks to Sathiss, Phee & Sang Hyun. Cool right, I know. K.
J's Wok & Grill food is marvellous. BBQ ribeye, me likey. (Y)
Just now went to erm, celeb Khairul's bday. I only came for Siti's sake. I'm so damn nice. They were nice and all, but I feel v extra, so shan't elaborate. Blah.
Debby's hand is in a cast(?) nowwwww. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. Cannot bodyslam me. I can bully you, w your chicken wing hand ! Haha, no lah I hope she'll get well soon so everything'll be normal. Actly, no diff, but wtv.
So I havent been running and fatty flabs are invading my lean muscles. D:<
Im the first to start DnT artefact. Yeay. So hardworking, huh ? O.O
Okay, I havent fnish revising for Humans & Sci test. I mean, writing notes which is longggg. Must be precise mah. Okay, you go smile, wna revise now. (: see ya in next post.