Im 14 now, are you ?
Posted on: Sunday, February 28, 2010
Posted at: 2/28/2010 10:36:00 PM
♥
Lazy to uploadxz, + pichas not w me.
Thanks for those who wish me, w your sincerity. App them aye. (:
Fri was great 'cause terserempak w many 'special' people. But th later part aint nice.
Lazy to blog except to tell you that my birthday I had Care & Share till 3, then training till 7+, then celeb till 11, then 'ton' till aft midnight. Also, I get to know more about my friends, like how much they are able want to sacrifice for me, & maybe that'll apply for me too - vice versa.
Till here then, Miss me.
Hey
Posted on: Friday, February 26, 2010
Posted at: 2/26/2010 06:55:00 PM
People, I FAILED again(s).
There's no more wishing stars for me to hold on.
I'ts v much too late now.
Thanks for th encouragements tho', namely Jasmine for believing in me tho' i suck.
Mix of (Y) & (n)
Posted on: Thursday, February 25, 2010
Posted at: 2/25/2010 09:28:00 PM
I miss us all w this kind of times. Alot more than you think. ♥
Yesterday's training ends at 7+. Syahirah all plan to wear same colour shirt for Care & Share Day this Sat. Idk if it'll be on. There's training aft that. &, my blueblack's now blue+red.
Today was is a good day. Awesome (!)
Because tht 'container sniffing' happened. Hahaha. K sh. So cute yknowyknow. Lessons were okay too. Cleared up dead plants. Our gp has th most num of plants surviving ! *claps* Then get to skip damn MT. + C'Div (not me) won against TKGS. Congrats eh girls. It was a good game, really. 'Training' ended early. + that nonsensical poem thing.
= good. (:
I dont like when parent(s) say 'I need to talk to you.' Mum says that I should app th celebration thingy. Of course I do ! Then, whtever, she ask what's so special about celebrating last year's w Syaffiq. No link man, no link. That was a surprise party anw. Comeon, she's Deb's brother for gdness sake. &, dude, I am moving on. Can't you see ? Unless it means putting everysingle thing behind. >:(
Ah, don't feel like blogging anymore. I JUST CANT WAIT TO TON & SPEND THOSE MOMENTS LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW. People, pls make it come true for me. ): Iddy, Azyan, Azhar, Huda, Debby I have you in mind. Maybe there'll be somemore popping in my head.
Little by little your features are beginning to vanish before my eyes & tho' I know that forgetting helps to deaden th pain, what I want most of all is to see you again. Even looking at photos hurt so much, that I thought I'd never look at it again. I only could see you clearly after I slept each night & I wished time would stop for you looked so real. Better than how I've seen you last.
Already had
Posted on: Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Posted at: 2/24/2010 10:17:00 PM
So much for sacrificing my youth, when knowing at the end of th day, it brings nothing significant. None at all. So sick.
I simply don't feel like celebrating. It's gna be like a typical one, nth special. It just doesn't feel right. It's not th same anymore. &, it never will be. For once, can't my reasons be respected ? Wait, maybe they can't even sense it. It's like it never happened, did it ?
Syahirah left a fairly big blueblack aft pinching me. -.-
I miss tonning & then bathing & gg for hockey training w/o any sleep. ♥
Im beginning to notice your true colours that are slowly revealing themselves. Maybe they've always been right in front of me but I was too naive & overlooked it. I thought I knew you well, but I realised I don't quite know you anymore.
Tu me manques.
Posted on: Monday, February 22, 2010
Posted at: 2/22/2010 08:49:00 PM
IM SORRY IF IM WAAAY TOO HYPER-ACTIVE JUST NOW & it seems to irritate you 'cause my 'normal-self' is not there, as claimed by Siti. (:Im just, down. Way too down I suppose.
Ive no idea why that gdbye song keeps playing when it annoys me.
Syaf seems to not know that side of me. &, it's kind of amazing how ppl stereotype me according to my straight face aye.
I just realised
Care & Share Day my birthday is coming in a few days. I dont wna celebrate but mum wants. So its gna be a small um, gathering, w v few close friends & families.. I just dont feel like it, yknow. But somehow, I felt like celebrating w only few v close friends, but then mum wont let, I guess. Waitwait, Ive got an awesome idea - tonnnnnnnnn. YAY. Ppl must hang out w me 'cause it's my birthday. Like this also so excited. :D
Hey Daddy, Im wondering what you'd like to get for me. (:
Labels: Blasting rock music for now is nice.
School(!)
Posted on: Thursday, February 18, 2010
Posted at: 2/18/2010 07:13:00 PM
I look retarded here. :D
Almost all of our hydroponics plants are dying ! 'Cause the solution is all used up, somemore th sun so hot. &, this silly PW rep here doesn't take th time to check.
Ohyea, forgot to mention tht Alson's birthday is today too. Wished him alrdy + I saw his class 'bash' him w water bombs while waiting for Siti, Khairul, Syafirah, Hariz & Syaf to fnish taking photos for their comiclife. My gp fnished Sept last year already, for gdness sake. Hah. Ade gmbr Siti klakar - upload next time. Then, go to foodculture to eat w dayaharitaliah + Siti, Syazana, Nabila & Joey. Cool, right ? ^-^ I coincidently typed this when saving a file during mly just now. K lame.
Tuition test again tmr ! I got like 3/20 last wk 'cause Idu algebra at all due to not paying attention in class. Wtf right. Can't totally blame me okaaay. Luckily, th teacher sooo nice, so I wasn't scolded or what. ;D
Training on sat too. Ours at 8-11am. B'Div's 5-7pm. Wthhhh, not faaaaaaaair. Th timing is so fine. I envyy !
Ohyea, youknowyouknow initially wanted to move to Livia, then in th end buy executive flat. Reason ? Have to wait so long for it to be built. Current okaaay what. I personally prefer this than EA. ): Like wthh. Condo at least got gym + running track. &, guess what, Mark is moving to Livia. I just found out just now. Cool or what. If not we'd be neighbours but I'd figure he'd run away everytime he sees me. -.-
K, Im like posting every single day. &, Im kind of irritated w myself for posting too much. Hah. Maybe you are too. I should stooooooooooooooop.
Before I end, an advance warning:
Try not to ask me out this wkend (cantresisttemptation). I wna use it to study + catch up sleep k. Unless go your hse and study or whaaaaat.
Till here, ♥lies.
Labels: It was yesterday
Not as tiring wednesdaay
Posted on: Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Posted at: 2/17/2010 08:52:00 PM
AMANDA's birthday is tomorrowwwwwwwwwwwwww same as Daniel George.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY you cute pinkcheeks girl~
Sorry, no present uh. (:
It is SO HUMID today, even in the morning.
&, Im like achoo-ing now. -.-
Im like blogging everyday now. :L
PE was okay. No 2.4km running. (Y)
We did like a circuit training. 1 set's like 5 rounds ard nball court run then there's squats, push up, split ++. &, lastly 12 laps sprint under 1 min. (:
It was not tht tiring, thankfully. &, mark, sang hyun all are like so tired. Haha.
We had 2h of freeee period - Hist & Sci. A chance to sleep for about 30 mins. (: Ohyea, and wthhhhh I stepped on a squashed lizard which is like flattened. Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww(!) I was like freaking outtt. Anw, Idk why I always dropped things. I drop Melissa's toothbrush into the toilet bowl & just now, some personal items into th rubbish bin. Tsk.
Training was okay too. No damnhotscorching sun. Aft training which ended early - 5.40, went hme w Siti, Syahirah, Adelia, Roze & Syazana. They talked about ghost stories & some freak me out. I know uh Im so th pengecot. Namely th moving hse thing & the Kl expressway thing. I mean like, I plan to have a driving license when Im 18 ^-^ if Im still alive uh, but Ill never like drive overseas. K, I feel tht im crapping now. So, bye. Gtta do comic life shit & planning to sleep early (IF possible) for makcik Siti's sake. (:
Cinema movies
Posted on: Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Posted at: 2/16/2010 10:09:00 PM
I actually mistook th title for some silly phrases. It was hilarious then. Was supposed to watch this w Maryam, Yousef Alami & Zoheeb, but well.
Mama Jenny says the more we think & talk about them, the closer we are to them.
I'm tryin' to get it in my head, Daddy 'cause preferably, I usually heed ignorance instead as it kills misery. Temporarily.
2 days = thumbs up.
Posted on: Monday, February 15, 2010
Posted at: 2/15/2010 09:14:00 AM
IM BACK FROM A MORNING JOG W SITIZULAIKHA. (: Very nice + relaxing. Haha. I feel so frrrrrrrrrrrresh & kinda hyper. Gna eat MacD breakfast. Unhealthy much but heck.
Okeeey, will update this laterlater today aye. :D
__________Update__________
Yesterday&today
Two movies in a row in 2 days. Both vvvv (Y). These two days've been great yo.
Hey, my name's Aliah Bte Mohammed Amin & I ain't a terrorist.
Yesterday, went out w Siti & Dayah to tm there. Th shops are mostly closed, duh. So called camwhore. Amek gmbr pn slenge. Haha, and Siti's solo pic. Klakar per Dayah. Anw, watch Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief. (Y) X 2. One for th storyline & one for th hawty actor. Alexandra looks like Selena & her eyes is ohsogorgeous. Shan't elaborate on Lerman or you'll start to think Im crazyyy. He's just hawt. ^-^ Siti is all 'oh so hot, so cute' so many times during th movie (referring to Logan ofcourse) tht I ignore her. I need to concentrate, hello. It's not a Logan Lerman show or sth. Haha. :D
Todaaaaay as mentioned, went for a morning jog w Siti. I woke up at 6am and waited for Siti to call to wake me at 6.10. First ring alr, I picked up. Then, I slept. Hahahah. When she's ready then I wake up. Stupid right. Anyway, it's so fun, not like tiredpantingineedtostop kind of run. We jog-ran for 10 mins + a few stretch. Then jog some distance. Hey, we made an effort okay. It's like so nice la th feeling to jog in th morning. I like breathing th fresh air when we stopped. Okay, my language sucks. Youre actually supposed to imagine the refreshing atmosphere.
Anywaaaaaaay, then met Tesyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa & Huda to watch yet another movie - My Name Is Khan. Verrrrrrry nice. More about religious, proving tht not all muslims are like th muslim terrorists & love. But some parts is kinda similar to Sharukh Khan's real life like when he's stopped for screening in th US & tht he married to a non-muslim wife. But wtv, it's so touching. But I can stop my tears okay ! Huda' eyes were DAMN RED I tell you. Hah. Ohhhhhhhhhhh, yknowwhat ? Three of us sat separately like some loners. How cool. Haha. It's so funny. It didn't bother me much in th end, 'cause I was so into th movie. (;
Huda wants to go for a morning jog tmrw w me, same thing as today. Except we're planning to jog / slowjog for 30 mins. Hm, at least can mantain my stamina. Hw not done. Tsk.Im trying not to be stressed right now. Mhmm. (:
LLL!
Posted on: Sunday, February 14, 2010
Posted at: 2/14/2010 09:05:00 PM
v%^*viulfCYr8fvbpb^)& !
Hahahaha. :D
im not usually like this okay.
Willl blog about today & tomorrow which Ive already plans tomorrow. (:
Fb fan gps.
Posted on: Saturday, February 13, 2010
Posted at: 2/13/2010 11:56:00 PM
IF MR. BEAN WAS IN AVATAR, HE WOULD LOOK LIKE THIS~!
I joined.
Hahaha, cute right, cute right ? :D (Y)
Okay, Im like sooooooooooo bored nowwwww. Ive joined so many become a fan stuffs. But not so hardcore like some ppl which really flooded their pg. Btw, I edited th above to put them together. Th first one reminds me of SitiZool. We do tht in sch like ALOOOT. Random, I know right. But yeah. K I'm gna do find stuff tht entertains me.
I booked th K 08 09 10 seats. Cant wait. (:
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAAAAAAAAAR!
*firecrackers*
Today's random.
Posted on: Thursday, February 11, 2010
Posted at: 2/11/2010 09:54:00 PM
Do you all have a valentine to celebrate w ? I don't.
People still don't tag, but well.
My hip is so painful, esp when I put pressure on my right feet. Go awaaaaaaaaaaay can. Ive training tmrw to endure.
In this particular country, the soldiers are 'trained' to eat 'wild' lizards. Im grateful Im not born to be one. (:
Today's 2.4km was half alright because sitiknowswhat. So exaggerating. Haha.
Xin Jing is taller than me. Like YAY.
Must watch Logan this wk~
For PW, I was given th short speech on blog. Hah. I said I blog because it's a way to express myself esp when Im th only child. Emo, enough ? Hahaha. (Thankfully), majority doesn't know my blog. Tho' I know there are ppl whom I dont really know know. You maybe th one, huh.
I'm like blogging everyday now. K, bbye for now.
Have a nice valentine's day. :D
upside down
Posted on: Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Posted at: 2/10/2010 09:43:00 PM
Recently, no one tag my blog & make it all worse. Hah.Firstly, now Im like super pissed off. Like it's at th peak already. If like tht, why would I waste time, aft all my (so-called) skill is worth nothing to even be taught. Im sad, and maybe disappointed. Yknowwhat ? Ive never felt more useless in life, but tht aint mean Im ending it all tho' I know it can get much much worse, when Im like really freaking out right now.
During hist, Mr Imran showed videos. Once, halfway, aft a like 2 mins then he said it's th wrong one. Wow, okay.
I wanted to blog about sth. But it seems my mind's blank now. So, I may be updating this again, but then again, maybe not. Sooo, I wna get ready my nest to sleep. I aim to sleep latest 11.
My eyebags + darkdark dark rings are a major nightmare. Hate this.
Me life.
Posted on: Monday, February 8, 2010
Posted at: 2/08/2010 09:33:00 PM
Peace much ? It's th 'in' thing, huh ?
I like it simple because of its meaning. At least Im not as crazy as my due ekor. ^-^
It's official tht my life's so dull. At least, compared to last time's.
Sometimes, I feel like Im being deprived of my own leisure time. Sometimes, I feel jealous (is that th correct word ?) when friends, esp due ekor everytime hang out, and then I somehow realised for a split second tht Im actually leading a life. But then again, I may be overreacting. Like, comeon, Im not the only one. Butbut then again, they may feel th same. Sometimes, I even wonder how th hell I cope. Ohyea, Im not complaining alright, Im just expressing myself. *winks* So, letme just blog about things tht lightens it a teeny weeny bit or whtever I wna say, aye.
Starting of(f) today, I panicked, for like th first time in a century tht there's a possibility I'll be late. Late 3 times already, yknow. Also, cannot use my ipod, 'cause of the earpiece. Long sotry uh. So yeah, I srsly can't afford to be late for th 4th time. &, it's like, whaaaaaaaaaat, only February. Good girl what. Idontwna make Mr Lim angry. He's so nice, okay. Gimme alot of chances already. Im so touched. Haha.
Sooooooooooooo, today, amazingly, I dont feel as sleepy. Which is a damn GOOOOD thing. I like.
MY ENG ORAL WAS TODAY, & GUESS WHAT ? Hah, it may be nth much to you, but just sengaje capital letter. Heh. I lost my freaking script. & then I was like asking teacher to let me do tmrw instead. & she was like N-O. I was like panicking, but not like tht extreme panicking la. Then, I brought th Qs ppr w me, & I fumbled for like few times to search for my Qn when it's actually number one, for goodness sake. -.-
Thenthen, w no script, I talk w alot of ums. But well, I could do better. But at least I didnt screw it like how you watch in movies aite. Haha. Then, when I fnished, go back to my seat, Mark, Sanghyun, Pee all was like "Wah, you no script uh ? Not bad uh." *eyebrows up down*
But wth, I get 9/16, same as Faris. She should gimme more. ): Well, at least it's finally done & OVER w. (;
During training, me, Siti & Jasmine do step ups at this same area. Then suddenly this lizard crawl up th wall which is right beside me. Siti & I screamed then go run. HAHAHAHA. Jasmine step coool sia ! Like not scared like tht. Tsk. Haha. ;D
Ohyea, I cant even catch a damn lob, even w/o the defender following th ball. Another announcement: I officially suck in netball. No hope already la, Aliah. (:
Tmr duty, like at-last ! It isn't anything great, anw. Just some CIP to replace last year's, partly, which netballers couldnt attend. & heck, I may be missing this year's too, 'cause clash w training. So CIP points ? Netball CIP, whatdoyouexpect ? Bonding w class ? Curriculum time so long what.
YES, leave early to help for C'Div netball tourny. So I skip Geog. Like triple yay. 'Cause haven't study. This is aaaaaaaaaaaawesome, manxz !!
Once again, I'm haunted by the big 17 & I cried. So, at last, loooooooooooooooooooong post in for these few wks, huh ? Im so expressive right today ?! Tired ready ? K till here. I'm sorry if this post is too lame for you to handle. Who ask you to read. Dumbass.
Hello.
Posted on: Sunday, February 7, 2010
Posted at: 2/07/2010 10:27:00 PM
Yesterday night Azyan smsed/called to invite me to her hse, cause her mum's working. At tht time, I was siap-ing to go out to ws & hse. Good timing uh. So instead she followed me. Th room there is smaller than my current bedrm ! >:( ! I DONT LIKE. D:
Didnt buy ipod cover, & Im in desperate need of one, 'cause so many calah already. Must take gd care yknow. (; Blahblahblah, then Azyan & Azhar go my hse. Wanted to ton, but I dont think I can get away w it now. So, watched White Chicks. Hailarious, I LIKE. (:
Today, Deb came just now. Her ipod rosak. Tgk uh, tktau jage. Skg siape lagy terok uh ? Hah. Nth much. Just tht Ive not done Sci, Math & Eng. Ohyea, I lost my eng oral notes ! I hope she wont call for me tmr. What am I spposed to saaaaaaaaay then ? This sucks. Make me more stress only.
I dreamt of Daddy today. We were vacation-ing w family. Can we do tht again ?
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalright, bbye for now.
a+b = a+b (Y)
Posted on: Friday, February 5, 2010
Posted at: 2/05/2010 11:16:00 PM
This is last year's, but not long ago. Sophia looks ++cute here !
ILOVETHEM k.
Today didnt turn out as bad as I expectd, aft all. It's me who's so, um, paranoid.
Today, math lesson, it's th first time I get th ans correct, like th Qs teacher ask to do. Or isit yesterday ? So, today had free period for Sci. I slept for half h - 20 then 10 mins. Can catch up my sleep. (Y)
I dont hate tution k. But I hate th 'rushing' part uh. I have to bathe aft training, which is like so ___. Thanks for those who wait for me eh. &, it's the first time this year I actually really know how to solve algebra Qs. I seem to be sleepy in class to be attentive so far.
I've had a looooong day so I need my beautiful, precious sleep. Tht is, aft reading newsppr. Heh. Ohshit, HDB ppl are cmng tmr at 9am so Ive to wake up earlier to bathe. Spoil only. Pfft.
G'night, lovelies. Tag uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. D: You so nice right. :D
(n)
Posted on: Thursday, February 4, 2010
Posted at: 2/04/2010 10:12:00 PM
I cant believe I actually transfer 200+ of MY songs to Deb. Im so nice I knowwwwww. But not just for anybody uh.
Today's okay. Tmr is gg to be (n) day. Tuition, first time this year. &, i dont even understand what Mr Wong is babbling on about. &, right aft training ! Idk whether to bathe in sch, Nazlah wont let me bathe at her hse. Haha, I know me tk tau malu.
Anw, aft sch had study session when I planned to go hme straightaway & have a nap or what. Bagos eh. Tsk. Then, me & Jeeyan had the indoor sports hall ALL TO OURSELVES to shoot.
Nth to say. I wna skip tmr. &, her attitude sucks.
Labels: Tag uh.
S = school = stress.
Posted on: Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Posted at: 2/03/2010 10:37:00 PM
Melt, can ?
I wna watch, not because of *looks above* but because of the producer, I think.
Actually, Im currently searching info for homec tmr. Late, I know right. &, im effing pissed of because no information tht I needed seems to be available. Fvck the net. >:(
Anywayyyyy, today had 3 tests. Eng I guess Ill get passing mark. Lit kinda hard. OH, hist. Yknowwhat ? I focused on the notes part about the secret society thing when I lastmin study. Then, come out, questions about why certain ppl th chosen. I was like ____. So, yeah. Louis wrote 2+ pages long while I didnt even reach half a pg. Cool huh ? -.-
Andand, yknow right we dont take tests srsly - rules-wise. I asked sanghyun th edu part then he said medical sch. He repeated and me, still literally deaf or not, wrote, "A mental school is also built." Then, phee, louis all laugh. Haha, wth. I wonder wht Mr Imran will think. It is so silly. -.-
Hist confirm F.
Now, when training's outdoor, I'd look up & see whether clouds will be passing th Sun. &, I figured it's gna be a habit. :L
Other than th suckish info, my printer's ink is suckish too. IM SO SORRY YAN TING, DAPHNE, AMANDA IF THIS IS TOO SUCKISH FOR YOU. It's just too bad Im your member. (;
So much for planning to sleep early. What time now already. Tsk. Siti, I dont think I can follow you go sch early and meet your quack. K gdnight, readers.